.: Me :.



aLstOn.jOhN.tAn.




ME


Known as : .: Alston John Tan :.
Age : .: 21 :.
D.O.B : .: 02/03/86 :.
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Welcome To My Life...
Monday, May 31, 2004


Heyy!!

Firstly, i'd like to say i revamped my blog finally!!! I managed to do it myself!!! Haha, strong sense of accomplishment!!!!! ^_^ I think its pretty cool man..haha! like duh...

Went fishing at pasir ris pond at bout like 11p.m last night.. Marcel called Teddy, Ian and Myself at the last mintue cuz his hands were itchy...so we met up and we fished over night. We had loads of fun...Marcel's dad caught like 2 fishes and that was all for the day, haha..the rest of the day we were just eating and goofing around, basically juz enjoying one another's company. Haha! Thats cool. Only until when Marcel caught a snake and Teddy was being annoying for the first time! Haha, they ended up being edgey and got on each other's nerves..haha..i found it kinda funny but i had to lighten the atmosphere. Haha...

We eneded at bout like 8a.m, afer which we went home, bathe, changed, watched a bit of Naruto and slept for 30 mins before setting out for Tanah Merah MRT station to meet the rest again, except this time Teddy didnt come along and Cassandra came..haha..we went to Singapore Expo for the food fair thingy. The place was packed!! And we ended up spending more than we expected. After which we went over to Kbox @ Cineleisure for some singing sessions! Haha...we played all the oldies and have a ball of a time man..

Ian went off for dinner at bout 7, Marcel Cassandra and I then went to Mos Burger @ Takashimaya for dinner. During dinner, i told Cassandra how cute she is. No intentions but just letting her know, and guess what, she didnt like the comment. she prefers it when people says that she is mature. Hahaha! Fine then. and to my horror, i found out that Claudia likes me...haha, firstly i find it a joke because who in he right mind will like a fat ass boy like me and i dun think she is taking it seriously, even if she is..i think its just wrong..sigh..

I am dead beat now. My brain is half dead. Contemplating on whether to go ice skating with my pals tomorrow, i feel so..out of place, everyone who is going knows how to skate and i am the only clown that does not know how to ice skate..damm. Haha! Okay i am off to shower now, watch some Naruto and go to bed..

Goodnight!!!!! :D

Sending a at 10:14:00 PM

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Welcome To My Life...

Saturday, May 22, 2004


yOoO!

Haha. Haven not been writing in lately, been kinda busy with the bowling 'A' division competition and stuff. Today is my brother, Aaron's birthday. He is turning 15 this year. Haha. My father brought us to Top of the M restaurant at Meritus Madarin for dinner yesterday. it was so cool man. the restaurant was revolving while we were having our dinner and the ambience was just awesome. The overview of the city at night was just splendid. And to make it better there was a magician in the house, and he was performing some really cool tricks man. Haha.

Past few days i've been going over to Marina South for the inter-school 'A' division bowling competition. Some bad things happened to Marcel and Ian. Their girlfriends, Serena and Dawn ended their relationship..so yar..and both of them are kidna sad, esp. Ian...i dunno how to cheer them up..really man..I try my best to make them laugh, try my best to take their minds off their ex-girlfriends..but i failed...sighh...

Today, our mother brought us ver to our granny's for dinner. It was fun cuz i managed to catch up with my half sister Kimberly and the rest of my cousins and aunties n uncles. It was like a family gathering, was kidna cool man..haha..played with those small kids, i told them that the one who could sit down and keep quiet for the longest period of time will win a prize from me, but actually i had no prize for them, haha, so in e end i told them to continue the next week. Hahaha.

I got my rejection letter from NYP yesterday. Was very sad and lost when i was rejected by then, i pinned all my hopes in getting into NYP just to get out of MI now. Well, looks like its fated. I believe that its God's will and if God put me to it, God will bring me through it. :D S yar. At least now i can concentrate on my bowling and try to get into the school team then train hard and do the school proud. :)

Today is actually the one day i spend the most time with my youngest new born half brother Alden. It was the first time i carried him in my arms, the first time i kissed him on his head and all. He is just way cute. And it just, JUST strucked me that i love my 2 brothers Aaron and Alden alot. I do. I need and want to provide for them, esp Alden when i am older...i MUST do it. I got to wake up every morning and motivate myself and set my thinking right...i am sure i can do it..and i am sure God will help me.. :D

Well thats all for me today..hope i wun be too lazy to add more stuff in! Haha..


Nitex...



Welcome To My Life...

Saturday, May 15, 2004


Hey hey hey...i'm back...

Have not been wrting these few days, quite busy and kinda lazy..haha. Yesterday i absent myself from school...again...haha..and went down to sentosa to meet my buddies instead. Haha. Got to know 3 more new people. Denise, Cassandra and Yingxi. Hi gals..haha...

Of all of the times i went to Sentosa, that was one of the nicest times..playing with the "t-shirt bra" and all..haha..having a good time with all my fantastic friends..haha...oh yar..i got a nice tan too... :D

Poor Cassandar had to pay $80 for medical fees, she injured her eye..she poked it herself..hope she is doing fine man..!!

As usual, Marcel left us earlier again..i mean..i am just kinda sad bout it..like i am loosing my best friend...sigh..wish he oculd wake up..its like I am going to loose Ian too..loosing everyone...sigh...i udnerstand Marcel but sometimes its jsut the way he handle things..i think its wrong..personally...and also..its like every word he says now..i kinda doubt it...all because i dun wanna loose this good friend...well...we'll see how things turn out..i have been taking enough initiative to ask both Ian and Marcel out..but for Ian he is busy with work too..and i think if they don't appreciate it ..i will stop taking the initiative already...this is just me..i ask u a few times..if u dun want..then forget it, i'll save my breath and make everyone happy.

Today i went for the bowling lane marshall briefing. Was supposed to end at 12 but ended after like 15 mins. I rushed all the way down just to get a piece of paper, and listen to the guy reading from the paper. What an insult to my intelligence. Afetr hat i went out with Teddy to catch Troy. The cinema was packed..and the show..AWESOME. 3 thumbs up! Haha, that goos till i got to make 1 more thumb from my hand..lame..but anyways..yar..to all those who have not watched, let me tell u, Brad pitt was naked...so was the actress who played Helen. And Brad Pitt died in e end. Hahaha! :D

Oh yar, when i met teddy today, i was wearign pink and when he came, he was wearing pink too..it was damm gay..but its ok, wearing pink doesnt mean gay..hahaha..it was kinda cool lar.. :D

My mother is coming home today with Alden. Cool huh, another addition to the Tan family. Hahahaha...Did i mention Brad Pitt in the movie has such an awesome body..haha..liek its so toned although muscles r not buldging..hahah..yar... like mine...cool huh.

I wanna get to know Denise better, she intrigues me..hmmm..haha..okay..thats all for de night my friends...

Goodnite! =)



Welcome To My Life...

Thursday, May 13, 2004


Didnt write any entry yesterday, forgot all bout it..

Yesterday, i met up with my girlfriend over at her house..it was happening i tell ya..haha. It was by far one of the best moments we had together..after such a long long time...I enjoyed her company, and i think she enjoyed mine too..haha...i love e love bite she gave me too..it was awesome man.. :D

Sadness also came with happiness man..am kind of upset with my good friend..who lied in my face and didnt keep his word..wun mention names but it kidna pissed me off..i mean don't make promises to me when u know u cant keep it, it only makes me more angry, be truthful...sigh..but no matter one he is still my buddy..my brudder...

The president of the bowling team asked me to be the lane marshall during competition..haha..i dunno whats that but as long as i am able to skip school...its alright with me :D Dunno if Seng Kiat and Bertram are going to be lane marshalls as well..hmmm...

Well today at 8.30am, My youngest brother, Alden Tan Choon Xiang came into this world and joined our family of 5, making it a total of 6. I cant imagine life with him..i mean when he is 17..i will be like 35...hmmm..i'm like his second father...what i am afraid ois that in e future there will be a huge gap between him and my parents..afraid that he might climb all over my father's head..then i dunno how but i gotta put a stop to it...Thats in the future, right now i am just going to try to enjoy his company...

I left school earlier today..for my mother..who was at the hospital giving birth ot Alden. Alden Alden..i kind of like is name..except for his chinese name..Choon Xiang..sounds girly..haha..anyways...thats all for now..

Ciaoz... :D



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Tuesday, May 11, 2004


Hi..

I didn't go to school again. I went to orachard again, went bowling and watched Van Helsing. Awesome show. My step-mother's sister-in-law and mother came over to Singapore, to look after my step-mother who is about to give birth. Don' like the idea. Its not that i don;t welcome them, but its so troublesome. Imposing on us like that..for 2 whole months. When they came, they worked my maid like a horse or something..and till there is NO cold water at all at home and there was NO ice at all. Its totally fucked up. Am so pissed rite now, the wheather the whole day was so hot and no ice water!! Totally screwed up.

2 whole months, i can't believe it...sigh...wish i could get out if this stupid house called "HOME." More like a hotel i say..Anyways..my girlfriend went for an operation today. Didnt know till e last mintue, and she sms me on my other phone which was with my brother..sigh..and i could not reply..and its like my fault again...fucked up lar..cant see her cuz her brother is at home..well..FUCKED UP DAY!

Bye.



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Monday, May 10, 2004


Hello again..

Minutes ago, i just received a phone call from Shayne, the president of the bowling school team. she told us that she tried her best to fight for us to get the windbreakers for everyone in bowling, but she failed to convince the teacher, well, i wouldnt say i am not dissapointed. I am, but its okay, i still like bowling and i will continue to practice, till i get to the school team. And if i leave the school earlier, I will pursue bowling over at other places.

I didnt go to school today. Nat influenced me..haha..nah..juz kidding. I had to run out of school when everyone was singing the national anthem and all. It was like i was in a middle of some James Bond show or something, it was so "exciting"..my heart almost jumped out...we had to dodge from teachers and all..but luckily, everything went okay..or so i think.

Instead, Nat and I went ot Orchard, it was boring...but things got better when we met up with Stephanie and Rachel later on..haha..had real funny time, most of the time just laughing and laughing..hahahaha...hahahahaha....thinking of it makes me laugh..hahahaah...

We got 2 days mc. Satisfied. Guess what. Amber won Survivior All Stars. I expected that to happen when Boston Rob pitted himself against Amber. It was clear victory for Amber. Rob was giving a million dollars away..silly him..but hey, thats his girlfriend. Definately, this game will affect their relationship, test their trust for each other in the future, hope everything goes well for them..

Today, i am kinda of happy. I managed to sort things out with my girlfriend. Came out with a conclusion with her. Hope that every thing works out the way i have imagaine it to be.. :D

Okay, back to my tv time. Laterr my faithful readers...hahaha...muahhahaha...



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Sunday, May 09, 2004


Hi again!

Didnt get to go to SCC today, instead we went to AUPE to have dinner. Food kinda sucks. Expensive and the food sucks. I think my Father is suffering from male menopause today. He seems rather..odd..not sure whats up with him. Surpisingly, Meiling called me today, she needed a shoulder to cry on, she is still devasted about Edwin after so long, well, am jsut doing my duty to help her get over her problem.

Have not completed all my homework yet. I am going to write in to a few polytechnics again, to appeal, try my luck once again. Chances are very slim, i got no testimonials from my teachers yet and also the date line is way overdue to appeal again, as i said, just trying my luck. Currently, waiting for NYP to call me up for an interview, i really hope they will, i do not like the environment at MI, although i have to admit i am getting used to it. I love the people there but the environment there simply sux. Haha!

I am going to get ready to watch my show on Channel I now, Paradise Hotel. I'm going to leave you with a quote of the day, here goes..

"Romance is like chess ~ one false move and you're mated."
-AJ




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Good morning! :D

Am in high spirits this morning..reason being cuz i received a letter, saying that i've passed my basic theory test. This means i am one step closer to attaining my licence! :)

On the other hand, my brother is kinda irritating me early in the morning, but its ok, i shall not be disturbed by him, shall not let anything affect my happy mood. Its also Mother's day, so i smsed my mother and wished her, she should be at church around this timing. Oh yar, didnt attend confirmation class today..

Hope later my father would bring me to Seletar Country Club, so i can practice my bowling, and be one step closer to being in the school team..hahaha :D I must be dreaming man!

My poor buddy is facing some BGR problems, so looks like i gotta go help him out now.
Hmmm, maybe one day i will need all these things i've wrote down on this page and use em for my future book. The diary of AJ.
Haha. Ciaoz..




Welcome To My Life...

Saturday, May 08, 2004


Hello again my dear dairy and my faithful readers. Haha. I am mad lar, talking to myself. Well, said i was goign to town and all but didnt go down town at all, instead i went out with my mother , went to get nasi bryani (if its spelt that way) for dinner for e whole family.

Was kinda bored today, felt really sad e whole day...sigh...but my little cousins really cheered me up. There was Erica, Ryan, Jamie, Wayne and Kimberly, my half sister. Was playing scissors, paper stone with them, haha, they thought it was liek real fun and all, and seeing them so happy made my day. Its like their so young,,around primary 1 to primary 4, some only in pre pirmary, they had maids to get their dinner for them, they didnt reallhy have much problems, only their exams. They had everything any kid would want..sigh..they get to live in big bungalow houses and all..well, thats because they r fortunate.

Kids, so innocent and nice...no worries, how i wish i could be one again..but well, life is never fair, and will never be. Looks like i have to live each day as it comes and make e best out of it. And think positive.

My brother is now beside me irritaint me and trying to see what i type. I'll just have to pen-off here..hmmz...well..thats all.

Goodnight :D



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Good Morning.

Its a new morning, but everything still seems gloomy. Woke up with a bad sore throat. Hurts, but it does not hurt as much as my heart. I smsed my girlfriend last night, wishing her happy 3rd month anniversary. She gave me a short reply. Told ya thigns were different. I really feel like giving up, but i managed to hang in till now...and my feelings for her..sigh..

Am going out with Natasha later, one of my best mates in class. No one in class could come, either had something on or didnt really wanna come, so its down to us. Might be watching Van Helsing, but its like $8.50 today, so am re-considering. All of my buddies are not free today, kind of sad that i could not do some catching up with them and laugh the day away to forget my problems. Ian & Marcel are going out with Dawn and Serena. Their new girlfriends. Happy for them..but sad that i can't meet up with them to crap and all. Sperm, havent called him yet..neither have i tried calling Bird. Teddy would most probably stay home and all..so ya..






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Its my 3rd anniversary with my girlfriend. Things are not looking so good between us. I really love her. I do. But my parents are against us. Its just seems like thigns werent the same as the first 2 months..thigns are different now. she does not seem to care about me anymore, like whatever i do, she doesnt care, that was how i treated her in the past. Why? I dunno, my mind was in a whirl, sorting out my thing, am still sorting it out. So many uncertainties. Its a sad third month. I hope we can start again. :'(

Today i went out with Terence, chilidhood friend, had an awesome time, he beat me in bowling, damm! Haha. Bowling training sucks today. Duno why, just didnt have e mood and my concentration was somewhere else..

Deciding whether to go for confirmation class on sunday..

Goodnight.