Happy or Sad ?

I really don't know.
Yes I like him ... and even though we are together now despite certain differences..
I don't know if I should feel happy or sad.
I don't know if I am ready for the challenges and/or stress to come..
Yes I do feel insecure because of certain things he does.
So many uncertainties.
Hopefully everything will be just okay, I don't wish for it to be a fairy tale but just a simple relationship and I will be more than contented.

Hopefully he really likes me cuz I really do like him.
Hopefully I will be the one he learns to love, like He will be the one i will learn to love.

I shall not ask what he can do for me, but what I can do for him..
Cliche aint it..but its true man! Believe it!

I should just enjoy the times we spend together.

Anyways.

First day of work today was totally boring.
Didnt know people working in the government sector can be so boring.
Yes, I'm stereotyping.
All the aunties .. Gossip .. Talk about sales .. bitching ..
I was told to sit at my desk today and read through some materials the whole day.
Why?
Cuz my computer is not all hooked up yet and my phone is not here yet and I currently don't have my own extension.
See how unprepared can they be.

Well, hope tomorrow will be a better day for me. Who doesnt hope for that anyway..sheesh..

Lights out.