So many things happened. Bad things.
I think now i can say that my parents are "dead".
Well, as far as i am concerned, in my eyes they are already dead.

Am so disappointed in them as they are disappointed in me.

To all parents: You people have responsibilities as well, not only your child. Don't blame your children for everything. Take responsibility as well. Sit your fucking assess down and think hard, what went wrong. Talk things out and not scream like idiots, Be role models not clowns. Don't think that you are always right, it makes your children feel fucked up. If you are not ready to handle the responsibilites, don't engage in a fucking session w/o your condom. Abort if necessary.

This freaking sucks.
My parents really don't understand me at all, and upon hearing this, they will think that i don't understand them. Yes, i don't understand them, how can i ? I've not been a parent, even if i do understand how they feel, its all juz through hear-say.

I really wish they read this.
I am so going to make them regret...
I really dread my own home!!
I fucking swear i will leave this home when i am able to. I will.

FUCK IT.