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aLstOn.jOhN.tAn.




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Known as : .: Alston John Tan :.
Age : .: 21 :.
D.O.B : .: 02/03/86 :.
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Job Status : .: Serving the nation :.
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Welcome To My Life...
Saturday, September 29, 2007


It's a Friday night.
I can't believe I am at home.
Can you believe it?

I'll admit it. . .
Its boring me to death. .
I'm like jammed at home. . . don't know what to do. .

Alot of people are also suprised that I am home today!
Hahaha!!
Well people, I CAN DO IT! :p

On the other hand, this has showed me that it can be done. .
Not going out so often IS possible. . .
Depends on who you are with. .
Hehehe. . .

The rest of the girls (excluding Derek, because he is the LITTLE MISS ANYTHING in our group) wanted to stay away from clubs today. . .
So I had to be a good little "girl" and stay home too. .
Hehehe. .

Well. . Lets see. . .
I'm going to wait for my show to air on cable at 2AM. . .
Meanwhile. .
Scrub my body. . .
Do a facial mask. . .
Put some eye cream to remove the bloody dark eye circles. . .

Yup. . .
Guess I'll do that. .

I can forsee myself jamming at home with nowhere to go cuz I am going to wake up so darn early tomorrow. .
Going to drop a couple of flu tablets. . .
So I can sleep soundly. .
Whahahaha!!!

Last but not least. .

ALVIN TAN CHUAN BOCK AKA KAK LALA. .
Thank you for doing my hair. . .
Love the colour, love the cut. . .
And you look gorgeous. . . in your school uniform!
Whahahahha!!!

Oh yah. .
Alvin. . .
I hate the hair u gave me at this year's VMAs. . .
It was. . HORRENDOUS. . a total nightmare. .
As if my costume and boots were not horrid enough. . .
You had to make my hair a mess. . .
Gosh. .
Well, I still did a great job by doing the opening act at the VMAs. .
Wait for my MTV to be out. .
It's gonna be a hit. .

Love ya Alvin!
Stop dreaming. .
You are ALVIN TAN CHUAN BOCK, not Christina Aguilera. .
Yups. .
About time to wake up my dear. .

Whahahahahaa!
You're so gonna kill me. . =p

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Welcome To My Life...

Friday, September 28, 2007


Its time to blog. . .
My turn to say what I want. .
The place where I can rant all I want. .
Hehehe. .

Havent been doing much the past few days. .
Was just dreaming and dreaming and dreaming away. . .
Dreaming about my life. . .
Sigh. . but they are all just DREAMS. . .
Most of which I know will just remain as DREAMS and they will not come true. . .

I dont believe in the crap where by just keep believing and your dreams will come true. .that sort of nonsense. .
blabber blabber blabber blabber. . . .
YaWns!!!

My leg is begining to hurt again. . .
Don't know why. .
Maybe its time to go for the physiotheraphy sessions. . .
Yeah. . .

Weekend is drawing near again. .
How time flies. .

La la la la la ~~



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Tuesday, September 25, 2007


I had so much to say last night. . .
But I sorta forgotten how to put it into words. . .
Must be the constant pumping of "BB" into my system. . .
Hahahas. . .

What I read over at Sasa's blog is so true. . .
Monogamous.
Is there really such a thing in this circle?
I believe that there is such a thing, but I myself have already given up hope of being in one of those relationships. .
Seen and been thru a few experiences which had already spoiled my impression of what monogamous is. . .

I cannot express myself better than how Sasa has expressed his views of love on his blog. . .
I really agree with what he had mentioned. . .

Its quite funny how much people can change. . .
I have a friend. . .
Who has changed so much the past year. . .
I wouldnt say that I didnt do anything wrong. . .
But I dare say that this particular person has changed. . and is now beyond hope. . .
If one day he were to break up with his beloved one. . or his money tree. .
I believe he is going to suffer. . .
Yes, I do wish he goes thru that so he can really wake up. . .

I'm indebted to him, because of how he helped me during one of my most difficult times in life. . .
i can never repay the kindness. . .

Call my bit*h or whatever. . .
As bitchy as he wants to be. . i can be 10 times worse. .
Just don't push me too far. . .
Thanks! :D

Stressed!!!



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Saturday, September 22, 2007


I was very happy yesterday. Elated. Over the moon. .
I was smiling to myself the whole night.
Silly? So what.

You have never left my heart. . . .
Even though others came and left their foot prints, you have and will still be inside as far as I know.

I have said before some stuff. . .
I may seem to contradict myself now. . .
Not because of what happened yesterday that caused me to be so full of feelings and emotional.

I feel so silly saying certain things in the past before. .
I felt so silly for jamming you in the past. . .
I didn't know how to understand you. . .
I was narrow minded and demanding. . .

You are a very nice guy and EVERYONE knows it. . .

As much as i am happy. . .
I know what happened yesterday was meant to be for yesterday. . .
It will never be for long. . . .

But nevertheless. . I am still happy. . .

Even if you were trying to just make me happy, even if you were just playing around, even if you have just a little bit of feelings for me. . . .

Thank you for last night. . .
It didnt feel like the past. . .
It felt so different. . . so much better. . .

In any case. . .
Thank you. . . .



Welcome To My Life...

Wednesday, September 19, 2007


Dinner with mum was not very good. . .
Not going to mention about it. . .

Am running a temperature. . . not feeling too well. . .
But yet I'm going tanning. . .
I just cant sit my butt down at one place for too long!

Ok peeps.
Go to YouTube.Com and search for "Bunifa".
Watch the clips.
Its freaking hilarious!
Haha!!



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Monday, September 17, 2007


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Welcome To My Life...

Sunday, September 16, 2007


Friday was fun.
Yesterday was not.

For some reason, Mr. A still pops up into my mind once in awhile. . .
Hate that. . .
Luckily I've my gals with me. . .

Feel so sad for Alan. . .
As much as I wanna help him, only he can help himself. . .
Hang in there babe, you'll pull through. . . I know you can!

As for Kelly, he just feels rather insecure and he is just uncertain of what's in store for him in NS.
This is just part and parcel of every Singaporean guys' life. . .
He is not the only one going through this and he has his family and friends to help him through the difficult starting point of NS. . .
Everyone who has been in the army for a period of time or has already been through army will always tell him things to like ease his mind. . .
Still, he will feel insecure and uncertain. . .until the day he is used to that sort of life. .

As for me. .
I can already feel that army life is better than what I am going to face once my 2 years of NS is over. .
I can forsee myself going back to school. . . studying. . mugging. . . trying to secure myself a certificate to have a comfortable carefree life in the future. . .
As much as I hate books, I have to do it. . .
"Suffer" now, enjoy later. . .

Somehow or rather, I feel that my parents are just not there. . .
I still do regard them as my parents, I still love them. . . I think. .
I still respect them. . .
Its just that I don't feel like they are there at all. . .
Probably what my relatives said is true. . that its al because of my own doing. .
But yet on my part. . i keep thinking its them them them. . . BUT I'm not denying I am not at fault. .

As much as i want to mend the relationship between my parents. . . its difficult. . .
Whatever I do seems to be an eye sore to them. . .
Damm! I sound like some rotten spoilt teenage brat. . .
Or maybe I am?

Don't have a single damm clue why I always think of such stupid nonsensical stuffs on certain days. . . especially Sundays!!!!
I can see myself giving the "can't be bothered" sort of attitude after I type this entry. . .
Den everything will end up worse. .

Don't know when Mr. D is coming back. . .
Sighh. . .

Really very grateful and thankful to have these people in my life. . .
You gals really add colours to my life. . .
A great big thank you to. . . .

Alan
Ah Don
Derek
Jaspher
Kelly
SaSa
Wilson Jie
YoYo



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Wednesday, September 12, 2007


Nothing much to update recently. . . .
Just typing an entry here cuz I'm dead bored. . and just to update. . .

Problems are everywhere. . . tired!

Kelvin has enlisted. . .
Worried for him. . . .
Sighh. . .



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Friday, September 07, 2007


Firstly, I would like to dedicate this part of my entry to one of my close brother/sister. .
On a normal average day, when he goes to work. . he is known as MR. DON ONG SS:


On certain nights, when the moon is full. . .
Or when he has to save the world and protect his true identity. . .
Just to save our fellow gays from this. . contagious. . yet. . live taking disease called boredom. .
He TRANSFORMS (like transformers lahz!) into this person named MS. DAWN QUAN AQ :





Okay. Thats it! =)

I wanna buy these pair of gold shoes from REVOLTAGE. .
Its so damm damm damm. . .VoGuE can!!!!
Arghs. . .

Also. . (Save the best for last)
Thank you to the special Mr. D who bought and delivered dinner to me today. . and he also included breakfast!
Its so so so sweet of you.
I really appreciate it.
Thank you! =)




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Welcome To My Life...

Wednesday, September 05, 2007


First and foremost. . . A big thank you to becky for this new blog skin. . .
Hehehehe. . . .
Was about time to change those old pictures. . . .

Went to walk around in town yesterday. . .
Didnt really get to walk around alot. . .

Bought a new pair of sandals and a t-shirt. . . .
Sasa bought some facial products from LAB Series. . .
Alan had a new hair cut. . .

Sasa and me went for manicure, while Alan was having his hair cut. . . hehehe. . . we were like too bored lahz. . .
Think the ladies at the shop were like shocked that Singapore had people like us. . lools!!

Okok!! Here are the list of things I must get. .

-Mignight Secret
-Midnight Star
-Clinique Mosturizer
-Gold colour bag (Inspired by Sasa...LOLs!!!)
-Crumpler bag (Can't find my old one....)
-Handphone pouch (Lost mine in the cab yesterday)

I think i missed out quite a few items. . .
Hahahaha. . . .

Also caught some Indonesian horror flick over at Cineleisure last night. . .
Its just a shocking show. . .
The story line is just. . . crap. . .

Going to hibernate today. . .



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Sunday, September 02, 2007


Just want to pen down what i feel about today before I sleep and forget what I wanna say when I wake up the next day. . . .

Everything happens for a reason, yes, its an old fashioned cliche but believe it or not, its true. .
Those who were there will know what I am referring to. . .

I don't want to see this group fall apart. . .
If everyone is willing to just do their part, I can confidently say that we will still be friends for a very long time. . .

All of us are mature enough to think.
Unlike those silly secondary school days whereby you make friends and like make plans together and say we will be friends forever no matter what happens, that sort of bull shit. .

Yes. We keep saying that we will be sistaz forever, that sort of thing, BUT i believe that we will still be very good friends 10 or 20 years down the road IF we make an effort to keep the bond between us strong. . .

Say that I'm feeling or whatever, seriously, I can't be bothered.
I'm just saying what I feel, so don't scrutinize me or cast some judgement on me.

I'm sure my friends (you know who you are), will be there for me now if I needed their help, likewise, I will be there for them no matter what happens.

I made a decision back then to choose my friends over me ex Calvin whom I really really loved alot. . .
Today, I can say that I never regret making that decision.
Yes, I do feel say that I lost Calvin, but I gained alot more. . .

I brought with me my friends, things that I learned after breaking up with him. . experiences. . . things that money cannot buy. .

You girls know who you are. . .
Thank you for being there for me all these while. . .
I wouldnt want to loose anyone of you. . .
All of you have a very important and significant place in my heart. . .

Whats the point of being popular? Being up there? So what?
Yes, I am not that high profile, but its enough for me to come to a conclusion that being high profile its not a very fantastic thing. . .

Seriously, go ponder. . .
What for? What for be high profile?
Why be known for all the wrong things?
Even if you are known for the right things, what for?
What do you get out of it?

Answer: NOTHING.

Why let people give comments and casts their judgement of you and your life?
Seriously, I don't see a need.

Anyways. . .
Though there was quite a commotion today. . .
It was quite an enjoyable day despite the unfortunate event that took place. . .

Alrighty. . .
Going to head to la-la land now. . .
Nights!