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aLstOn.jOhN.tAn.




ME


Known as : .: Alston John Tan :.
Age : .: 21 :.
D.O.B : .: 02/03/86 :.
Horoscope : .: Pisces :.
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Welcome To My Life...
Wednesday, November 22, 2006


Its only been a week and so many things happened.
I've been posted to Nee Soon Camp over @ Yishun , no longer @ tekong. .
Its better over there @ Nee Soon, i have the company of little miss kak lala aka Alvin. .
So fun messing around in camp with her. . .

On MC today cuz i am not feeling very well. . .dun ask me why though. .

No more staying @ Pasir Ris, staying @ CCK now. . for how long i wouldnt know but for as long as i can stay here, i would. . i guess. . .

All this talk bout family shit is pissing me off, my father to me is DEAD. . . literally I cant't be bothered with him anymore. .
People are going to tell me that there is no overnight hatred and stuff between father and soon but seriously, i don't give a fuck. . no one can really be in my position. . seriously. .

Its a struggle to live alone, but i really have to pull through this tough 2 years or maybe 3. . .
I don't want to depend on my father, i would rather die and take another single cent from him. . i have my pride too, to him, his life is more important than mine, so be it, my survival does not bother him, least, thats the way he sees it and yes i do have evidence for that. .

Nowmy only main goal is to be financially stable. . how and when i wouldnt know but i am already trying my best. . believe me. . it aint freaking easy. . .

I was just thinking that day if ending my life would really put a stop to everything, well, 2 sides to it, everything has 2 sides to it, the way i see it now, sometimes dying can really solve things, i should juz be selfish, and not bother bout those around and me die to save myself all these hardships. . sigh. . well, juz a thought only, though i know harbouring such thoughts aint good. .

My biggest regret in life: To be brought into this world, i really wish i wasnt here at all. Period.

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Monday, November 13, 2006


Finally managed to pull myself out of bed to type this entry. .
Been slacking the whole dat @ home. .
Didn't go back to camp because i was just plain lazy. . and tired. .
Same thing happened on Friday. .

Now that I can stay out, I tend to spend more. . .which is kinda scary. .
Clubbed on Friday and Saturday, but this time, went over to Happy/Taboo, which is so much more fun than WhyNot!
Not saying that WhyNot sucks but its just that I'm getting sick of that place. .
Was at Attica on Sunday, wanted to go off early but then Jaspher kept asking me to stay. .

Been doing some thinking today. .
Is it true that when one goes in NS, the whole group will slwoly start to break up?
Well, I don't know. . maybe I'm insecure. .
What I feel is that sometimes I may not have the time or energy to meet the rest of the "gals" because of other commitments, for example, NS.
I got to wake up in the wee hours of the morning when they are about to go to bed. .
Well, maybe its because we have different aims/goals in life and our lifestyles are currently different. . .
Well, if this goes on and if no one wants to compromise, then this group will really fall apart. .

Also, I've made up my mind to actually move out, when and how is still an unsure thing. .
What triggered it off is my father's attitude towards me. . .
It has not changed one bit. . .
Blame me for being unfilial but I just suppose that he can't keep up with this fast changing modern society and his mind set is just to old fashioned which will result in my quarrelling with him constantly. . .

Will NS really change a person?
I really have my doubts. . .

What I need now is to get a good voccation, excel in it. .
Work part time else where. .
Obtain financial stability as soon as possible. . .
Set a goal / aim for myself and work towards it. . .

All these can really be so stressful. . . .
I want to like really do all these and acheive something. . be somewhere. .
Not just saying and saying and saying and not doing anyting at all. . .

Guess this is my only outlet to vent out everything. .

Well, its off to bed for me and back to Tekong tomorrow morning. .



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Wednesday, November 08, 2006




Becky here updating on my darling sis's behalf..~ Piccies of cute lil' baldy =D


This would be one of his most fave ones outta the lot I suppose..

Some candid shot lol~

Seductive?

The group..

Alston & Alan.. adorable aren't they?




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gOooOooOOOD MooooOOrniNg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I had like 10 hours of sleep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel so refreshed.... =D

Might go back to camp in the afternoon today because i have a appointment in the morning @ CMPB.

Sunday's outing with my pals from STM was a blast, I had a great time, goofing, laughing, telling my experiences in tekong. .

Am now currently out of course, but i still have to go tekong every morning, but the good part is, i get to go home every night!! =D

So now most of the time i am in the office doing admin work. . quite nice though, can get used to it. .
I don't mind being a clerk for like 2 years, but juz pray that my superior is CUTE.

Was at tekong's HQ office yesterday...omg...the clerks there are like so so so so so good looking can!!!! I kept looking at all the clerks there lor......oh my gosh!!!! *DrOoLs*

Now awaiting my posting, dunno when, dunnno where....army is always like that, you don't know what is going to happen next...

Okies, off to shower and make my way down to CMPB. . .



Welcome To My Life...

Sunday, November 05, 2006


First official book out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well, camp is fun. . but the life there is juz sooooo not me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyways, for those who are curious, i am in RAVEN COY.
So many gays in my company can. . . hahaha. . some see before some know each other de. . .

The whole of tekong is infested with gays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Guess what, some people in Tekong know who i am too. . dammit. . .

Clubbed yesterday. . tired. . .
Expected la, people touching my botak head. . .
Was so so so tired yesterday, not use to sleeping dat late anymore i guess. . .

Meeting becky for lunch later. .