I'm back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
For those who missed seeing me online, good for you, because I'm back!
For those who wanted me to die in the midst of my operation, too bad for you because I am alive and kicking!
Hehehehe!!!!

My knee recontruction operation was a success. . .
The days spent in the hospital was so horrible. .
My leg was in a cast, I couldnt walk. .
I had to pee in the urinal pan. .
The food was not that good. .
I felt like puking all the time. . .
I was constantly so sleepy. .

Thanks to all who came to see me!!
Really appreciate it. .
You guys/gals really made my day when I was lying there, half dead. . .
Really really big big big thanks to all of you. .
You peeps know who you are. . .

Thanks to those who sent me messages and thanks to those who wished me well. .
Appreciate it. . .

I miss my gals so much. . every single one of them. . .
I can't wait to go out with them. . .
I know I'm missing out on so much but I cant really walk properly now. .

Am currently staying over at my grandparents' place at AMK. .
Reason being, my granny is able to cook for me and nurse me back to tip-top condition. . .
I get to mingle and gossip with my mother. . hehehe. . .

Staying over here is not as bad as I thought it would be. .
or maybe the "fun" just have not started yet. . hehehe. . .


Grandparents' being themselves, are always so jittery about stuff and they are so so concerned about me and my welfare. .
It's really sweet of them. . .
Trying to figure what I like to eat and drink and always packing up for me and stuff. .
I feel so loved here. . . =)

Due to the fact that I've not lived with them after my parents were divorced. .
The feeling is abit weird. .
It feels abit distant but the fact that they try to know more about me and constanly shower their love on me makes me feel. .. good. . but at the same time, embarrassed.

Embarrassed because of the things my dad did to their daughter (my mother). .
And yet they can still over look that and treat me so well. .

They even asked me to live with them permenantly. .
But the thought of our different life styles is holding me back. .
Those other knitty gritty things like moving of my stuff are only minor matters which can be solved easily. .

My mother also asked me to live with her. ..
They are all intending to move to the north east area probably by next year. .

If I were to weigh the pros and cons. .
Honestly speaking, its much much better to live here with my mother and grand parents rather than with my father. . . .
Although its more strict over here, and I can't be THAT obvious and open about stuffs. . .
But I know that the life here is going to be much better than over at my dad's. .
Probably it will just take more time for everyone to get used to living with one another. . .

Moving on. . .
Everyday here has been just tv, tv, tv and more tv for me. .
Everyday was so boring until today. .
Those starhub contactors finally came to install the cable point for me in my room so now I have the internet to accompany me. . . Hehehe. . .

Been having very weird and funny dreams since the day I moved here. .
As in really really weird dreams. .
If I were to tell the girls, I think they will just laugh. . Lols. ..

Oh well. .
Going to check that testimonials that Jonathan said he wrote for me. .
Bet its one of those mean ones that mock me. .

I really hope everything in my life now can fall in its rightful place. .
Hope that the decisions I make are right and I hope I do not regret them. .
Well well well. ..