Back to work!! :'(

So hard to adjust going back to camp early in the morning and dealing with the people around me. . . sigh. .

How I wish I can just travel around the world, without any worries, with endless supply of money and do nothing but relax, shop and play my whole life away. . .

Well. . Wake up! Its not going to happen!!

Alrites, Bangkok was quite fun. . .
Shopping was alrite. . . but the weather was not very good. . .
When i wanted the sun to come out, it rained, when I didn't want the rain, it was pouring. . .

Bought quite alot of stuffs despite all that. . lols!

So many things happened when I was away. . .

-Alan struggling in NS. .
-Yoyo and her bf. .
-Derek and his dad. .
-Jaspher and his house mate. .

As a friend and a big sister/brother to them, the best advise i could ever give is to lend a listening ear. .

Sometimes I do ponder. .
People often come to me when they are feeling down and out. .
Usually I have no one to go to. .
Can't really find someone who can understand what I am going through. .
I only have friends whom I can rant my problems at. .
Not that I'm complaining, but just a penny of my thoughts.

Still, right at this moment, am still struggling with my life. Well, at least one portion of it. .
Still holding on. .
Still hoping. . though I know deep down inside, its not going to be of any help. .

Hope all my friends and myself, can pull through all these crap. .

Whatever it is, I know that I have my friends with me and want them to know that they always have me by their side.