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Wednesday, June 30, 2004


I really hope i can get the course i want at NYP. Chances are darn slim, i know that but i must give it a try.

Tomorrow is the last day of orientation. I didn't go today so i don't really know what time i must report and where, so i will follow my mates from other courses. And if i can't get my way round the school, i will just go ahead with my plans.

Meeting Sean Yang and Samuel Lin tomorrow..hehehe...so its not so bad, but i still dunno where i must meet them!! Heard that tomorrow we must dress nicely, i think its for the Mr and Miss Freshie thingy..dammit..i hate the term FRESHIE...its so..dumb..

Anyways i went down to NYP to settle some stuffs, pass some documents and went off. Didnt go for the orientation. I hope i wun get into any trouble! Got my timetable, and of cuz, it sucks. Mondays and Tuesdays its from 8 to 6. For monday there is a 3 hour break between 10 and 1. 3 hours and 50 minutes. Dammit. And then on Tuesday i got no breaks at all, isnt that insane? Thats just psycho. The rest of the days are pretty alright. Okay back to today, i went to cineleisure after NYP to meet Teddy and Siwei. Marcel, bird, Sperm & Cassandra joined us later on. Denise could not come, she is sick...hope she is doing well..recovering. Watched spiderman 2. Awesome show i must say. Most anticipated movie of the year but i expected more interesting events and more action in the show, but sadly, most of it was talking and talking and understanding, and its fuunnier now. More comedy involved this time.

After the movie, everyone went home..i went home with Cassandra, she was talking to me about her problems..she almost cried which made my heart melt totally, i am too soft hearted and sensitive for a guy, when she almost burst into tears, i almost cried too, luckily she was trong enough to hold back her tears. Cassndra, if u r reading this, just put all your problems aside ok, and concentrate on your studies, don't care bout the rest..anyting just give me a buzz :D

Well, going to relax and watch tv now..then sleep..have to wake up early for orientation tomorrow...booooring!

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Tuesday, June 29, 2004


There is a major blackout in Singapore as i speak. Haha! Isnt that cool? Well at least it has not hit the east side of Signapore yet. Most parts of Singapore has been hit by the blackout and the blackout is caused by a gas disruption from Indonesia. Tried calling my friends to warn them, some had already been hit by it and some are aware of it, some are oblivious to it and i can't get to a few of them, worry for them..dammit..what if they are on the train and there is no power..picture the scenerio, its funny but serious. Haha..ok..ahem..

Update from Channel News Asia:

"Blackouts hit many parts of Singapore, including Bishan, Choa Chua Kang, Paya Lebar, Holland Village and Woodlands, on Tuesday night. The outage, which started at about 10.15 pm, was caused by a disruption in the supply of natural gas from Indonesia. Parts of Ang Mo Kio, Changi, Serangoon North, Tampines and Sengkang were also affected."

Anyways i hope everything will revert back to the normal state so everyone can sleep at ease. I went for orientation at NYP today, when i reached there, it was packed. Extremely crowded. Didn't know their engineering school intake would be so huge. Met up with Furby to go to NYP so we have each toher's company but when we reached there we had to be splitted up to our different courses. Damm. Ran into Sean Yang, Father Lan (Ian Ng). Haha! When i was in my orientation group, everyone looked so damm dead, no one uttered a word, even during lunch time at the canteen. No one talked. Until when me and a guy, can't really remember his name. We broke the ice and tarted chatting away first..then slowly we talked to everyone. There was this particular guy, who looked like he is in his early 20s, he turned out to be 29 years old. He behaved a little too "refined" and too "graceful".

Anyways my class is dead boring. Most of the students are already so old..like 20+ only a few of them are around my age, like 19 or 17..like that guy i mentioned earlier whose name i cannot recall. Haha. Even though there were a few people around my age, only a handful were locals, the rest..foreginers. Malaysians, Burmese, China Chinese...damm..i hate my class..to be frank..

Will be skipping orientation tomorrow, its such a waste of time, saw the schedule for tomorrow, games games games and more games. such a total waste of my precious time. will only go on the important day. The last day. Thursday. Am still feeling a little sore, going to bed soon..rest early...



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Monday, June 28, 2004


Just got home from Tampines..

Stayed at home for half the day. Then i went over to collect my x-ray report and made my way tp NYP to submit it to them, so basically everything is done. Then i went back home, took a shower, dressed up and went over to Tampines Mall to meet Teddy, Cassandra, Denise, Marcel, Sperm, YingXi. Then at Macs we bumped into Darren and Joel. We then went to the food court for early dinner, then after which we went to Levis to try some clothes and stuff..haha..i wanna buy the Levis 501!! The new anatomic jeans...so cool..hehe..gonna psycho my father to get it for me..hahahaha...

Then we went over to Cafe Cartel..had drinks and dessert. It was fabulous. We chatted the night away, took tons of pictures, Darren drew potraits of a few people, the best was the potrait of Cassandra, it was so outstanding and nice. Stunning. We left the place at bout 10.

Tomorrow is NYP's orientation, looking forward to it and dreading it at the same time, not sure why though. Haha. Meeting Samuel Lin aka Furby at AMK mrt station bright and early at 8.30am tomorrow. Going to catch Xtreme Makeover now then go to bed..haha..still feeling a little sick...



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Feeling sick now...think i am having a fever now. I am too heaty. Sore throat, coughing, and now fever..i felt a little under the weather when i woke up today but still went out, cuz i wanted to colour my hair.

Went to town with my brother, met up with Teddy and Marcel. My brother got himself a hair cut and i highlighted my hair...dark blonde..think i picked the wrong colour and method of highlighting, it turned out average looking but i find it so cliche..i should have listened to the hair stylist's advice...well then i send my brother to the mrt station, he had to go home early, school term starts tomorrow for him, he has to wake up bright and early.

Teddy, Marcel and I got tickets for Around the world in 80 days. I will advise anyone not to watch it if they do not have a good sense of humour, else they will just find the show stupid and a waste of money. We on the other hand found it quite funny, in a silly way, but then the storyline was a total wreck..well..what do you expect from Jackie Chan. Haha.

Went to Pasta Mania befoe the movie at 7 for dinner. Nice dinner.

After the movie, at around 9, we went over to Giordano to try out some clothes. didnt look good on me..thanks to my uneven odd shaped body. Haha. Went over to Baleno instead, suprisingly they got some cool looking t-shirts..Teddy and I got 1 each..well it was on 50% off..wanted to buy more but they either didnt have the colour i wanted or the size i wanted..

Feeling kinda sick now so i better retire for the night before it gets worse..i can't get my picture from my handphone to my computer..dammit.



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Sunday, June 27, 2004


Tried to blog yesterday but after writing what i wanted..i could not publish it...dunno whats wrong..

Anyways woke up today feeling sore...feeling heaty..dammit. Then went for my x-ray thingy for NYP..then my nice father brought me to beach road to eat some weird fishball noodels then he send me all e way to sentosa..so nice of him. then met up with the rest..Teddy, Denise, Marcel, Cassandra, Melissa, Jieying, Sperm, Bird, Kristie, Stefanie, Dionne..then Nurul joined us later....well..wasnt really fun today..but had lots of laughs! Saw another side of Jieying today..she is so chatty and so princess...hahaha...likes to complain alot..but the way she complain very funny...like ice queen like that..hahaha...anyways..she reads my blog..whao..so honoured! Hahaha! Then we went to harbourfrotn for Macs again...boring..wished Ian could be there..need to catch up wif tt dude...kinda tired now..so i am going to retire for the nitex..

Goodnite...............



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Saturday, June 26, 2004


Another one of those days. Whats new. Having my mood swing..felling f*cked up. Dammit. Irritated. Going to pull my hair out!



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Thursday, June 24, 2004


Back from Club Med at last!!! I got so much to blog about!! Firstly, i miss all my friends..such a bumper that they are not the ones at club med wif me..if not..haha..they would be loads of fun...but nevertheless..i had tons of fun and had a nice time bonding with my mother, sister and brother!

Firstly, on tuesday morning,. my father send my brother and i over to Tanah Merah ferry terminal to mee up with my mother, sister, uncle eric, auntie sharon, their two kids, ryan and erica..and their neighbours, auntie stacy and uncle edwin..and their four little girls! Haha! a total of 15 people..during the ferry ride my mother vomitted so many times, cuz of the sea sickeness and her gastric pain..even after when we reached club med, she was constantly runnning to the toliet to puke!

anywyas, when we reached club med ria bintan, a few of the GROs (Guests Relations Officer) welcomed us by dancing and singing..thats what they always do when guests arrive or depart. It was sooooo welcoming..then we had a whole day to play. Firstly we went swimming by the pool, then there were games organised by the GROs..was funny..haha..then we went for lunch by the pool terrace..was so cool...buffet....and there was sirlion steak...haha..ate lots lots lots. Went down to the sea..swam awhile..went back to the room..bathe..played table tennis..then went for dinner...nice dinner..buffet too...usually the GROs would sit down with any table they want and juz interact with the guests but unfortunately no GROs sat wif us cuz we were too big a group! Oh ya! There was free flow of drinks too..wine and beer included..and yes..drank alot of beer..hahahaha!

The second day..the men went to play golf..i had to look after the kids..well..being the oldest..firstly we send the kids to join the mini kids club and the kids club...the GROs will look after them and arrange activities for them. As for me, i went for buffet breakfast..went to play squash, tennis, badminton, archery, body pump, sailing, wind surfing, snorkeling, kayaking..haha..then more swimming...end of the day we went for this circus show...then went to see "Bintan Idol"..and guess who won..hehehe..of cuz its not me..i didnt join..haha..give others a chance to win u see..

Third day..went swimming the whole day...whole entire day..encourage Ryan, my cousin to swim..cuz due to his coach's harsh training ways..it made him sick of swimming. He swam alot that day, i felt a sense of accomplishment..regained back his confidence.. :D SO happy for him..well..he is cute..what else can i ask for..helping the grandson of the deceased entertained 'Wang Sa' from 'Wang Sa & Ye Feng' Hahaha!! Then at around 9.15 SGP time we took the ferry back..and i juz got back. Am very tanned and very tired!!!!!!!!!

Overall i love the trip. Get to bond with my mother..the most important thing..it was the first time i ever stayed over with her..haha! And the people there were so so so friendly..the GROs that is. Got to know a few of them..Johnny from the circus crew..all girls love him i tell u...haha..he is from Australia...got to know him when he showed us to our rooms..then talked.then also knew Andrew..the sound man...also from Austrlia..w/o tim..it would be so bored..w/o cool music..haha..he's a handsome guy too..and there is always one particular girl thatsalways flirting with him..thats what he told me..haha..then there was Mi-Ho from Japan..hahahaha..very hot babe...haha..taught me body pump! She has such a nice tan..haha...there were tons of babes n hunks there..hahahah!! There was this particular boy..he mixed blood. Half Japanese, half caucasian..he was so damm cute..he look like an Eurasian but he spoke in Japanese..haha..he always greets me when eh sees me..so damm polite and cute..hahaha! Well..i really enjoyed myself..so much! And i am so damm tired now..going to dreamland soon..meet my friends at the fountain! Back to the baby crying, and packed house..cant stand it..my auntie and grandma from indonesia are still here...annoying i tell u..ARGH! well..its life...have to settle my NYP thingy soon!! :D

Well...goodnite... x)




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Monday, June 21, 2004


i got myself a new haircut!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahaha! Its freaking awesome..i lOve it..it rox!!! its so damm loud...and i have not done something like that for a long long time..




this is my hair..side view..i have the same pattern on both sides of my hair!





and this is Marcel's

its so damm cool..i didnt get Teddy's picture...hahaha...we all pattern shaved at the right side of the hair..for me both..Ian is going to get his too..this is so damm cool!

Anyways..today i went town with my brother today..bought him a pair of surf shorts and bought him a pair of slippers for club med use tomorrow..haha..i cant wait!! then i bumped into Claudia..so damm..unlucky..hahaha..then Ah Na played her stupid game on me..made me run all over the place..stupid woman..and she had the odesity to scold me? She can jolly well kiss my ass or suck on my joystick..hahaha...well..i am mean..but...she asked for it..dammit!

Then Teddy, Denise, Cassandra and Marcel joined my brother and me after that...cut our hair..looked awesome..then we went for dinner at Pasta Mania...bought myself a new bag..and i bought Denise the identical one..but different colour..

Had a nice day! Club Med..here i come!!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

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I can't wait!! There is club med coming up. I am going to NYP..and i am going out with my brother to get some stuffs later...its freaking awesome! Something can make all this better..hehe..someone..haha..i will keep it a hush hush now! :D I can't wait man..awesome..but i gotta fill up the forms for NYP quick..whooohoooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Well today basically i slacked at home..played gunbound with Cassandra..hahahahaha..she is good la..but i'm better..haha...went to pasir ris beach for dinner..haha..niceeee....hahaa..had oxtail london..yummy yummy yummy...can't wait for shopping n movie tonorrow..gonna get new board shorts..get new bag...watch a free movie cuz i won the competition...haha..will be meetin ah na for a short while to get something from her..haha...hmmm..wonder how she looks like now..

I am going to dye my hair and cut it..awesome..how should i cut it man..hahaha..short? and what colour..ash green..ash brown...rusty ash..whao..hahaha...!!!!! YES YES YES! ESTATIC! Hahahaha!!

Ah Na told me she wanna patch again juz now..i dunno how to tell her..dammit..well..i am still happy! Yes! :D

Quote of the day: "It is impossible to love and be wise."



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Sunday, June 20, 2004


Whoooopee! Haha! Juz hung up the fone..was conferencing with Denise, Cassandra and Marcel juz now. Talked lotsa shit...cracked up much racist jokes..it aint good man..haha..feel so bad..haha.

Today went to beokd blk 85 for dinner again. Before that went to Denise's house to help her wif her computer, her water bed is so cool man..so comfortable..so nice..such a nice room..went to eat at 9..till like 11..atmosphere at the begining was not that good..due to some reasons..until after dinner..started talking cock and laughing..

Went back to Denise's house to fix the comp again..failed..then ended up talking shit..haha..laughed the whole nite away..reached home bout 2...dammit..still not sure to choose to go NYP or not..dammit..decisions..argh...but i am very happy the last 2 days..extremely happy!! HAHAHAHAH!!



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Saturday, June 19, 2004


Todayz..went to town with a whole lot of people. Teddy, Denise, Marcel, Ian, Cassandra, Cherlyn, Bird, Sperm, Si Wei, Melissa. HAhahaha!!

Only a few of us caught the chronicles of riddick. To me, personally, i didnt enjoy the show, except for the fight scenes..other than that..it sucks..totally..the story line totally sucks! I wasted $8.50, oh well..then in the middle of the show my brother called. He said NYP sent me a letter, saying that i got into a course..Manufacturing Engineering..when i fail my maths. Thing is within my 3 years in poly, i have to get a C6 for my maths..maybe i am juz desperate to get outta MI? But i love the poly environment and lifesyte..i really dunnno what to do...i mean if i take my 3 yeas A level course..i am afraid i wun get into University..most likely i wun..i am not those type of diligent sorta person..dammit..i dunno...hmmmz...

Back to town, went over to taka for dinner, walked back to cine to bowl..after thatz some people went home, then Cassandra, Denise, Teddy, Marcel and I went to Selegie again for beancurd..tao huay..hahaha..was fun...talked lotsa bullshit..bout past experiences and all..and laughed the nite away..took NR7 back..was my 1st time..hahahahah..reached home at bout 2..then when i checked all my letter..i found out i won 2 tickets to the premiere of the show mean girls...hmmm...well..how exciting can it get..Linday Lohan..haha..stupid Logan..hahaha....anyways...ok..off to bed now..not sure if i should go Sentosa..well..goodnite!



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Thursday, June 17, 2004


Finally managed to revamp my blog..haha..it was getting kinda stale..

Today was Alden's one month old celebration. My parents ordered a whole lot of food..from 2 caterers! Hahaha! Insane i tell u! Ian, Denise, Stefanie, Cassandra, Marcel and Teddy came over...had good food..i think..to me it was very very yummy man!! Had fun..so many peopl turned up! My father's colleagues, my step-mother's colleagues n friends and all..it was so rowdy!

It was so so so so fun! Haha! Played the card game...loser had to drink water..haha..and i am the winner!! Didnt have to drink the big bottle of water..hahaha! Was fun lar..well..thats all i guess...hahaha!



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Went out the whole day again...haha. Met Teddy & Marcel at somerset..went to Cineleisure..bowled a couple of games and it was like shit score..115 & 80+...gosh...horrible...hahaha!

Then met up with Stefanie, Cassandra and her cousin, Mark. Haha...had kfc..they went to catch their moive, Happy Harry Potter...then we went to Kpool for pool...Denise and Dionne joined us at bout 8...met up with Cassandra, Stefanie and Mark after movie. Had Macs for dinner..then went over to selegie for tao huay..hahaha..on the way there we were playing like mad..acting like a kid..particularly me..haha..then we went to meet Nurul..hahahah..disturbed her....hmmm...

After tao huay we went to meet Sperm, Si Wei, Bird and Rene at Dhoby Gaut..then all of us went home..i didnt get to study again..dammit...



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Wednesday, June 16, 2004


I am super pissed with my irritating stupid little fucked up brother. He didnt let me use the comp and treated me like a fucking fool. He is going to fucking pay ok. I am fucking farking pissed. ARGH! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok...keep my composure...feel better after typing all this..anyways i think he hasnt changed since the day he got himself into trouble like 2 months back. I am so sure that he will have alot of problems when he is in his new school. A leopard never changes its spots.

Anwyays our plans went heywired today..ended up going bowling and then watch the best bet..for the 2nd time. Nice..and i decided on something..so ya..haha..sad but still.. :)






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Tuesday, June 15, 2004


Tired...tired tired....

Juz got back from ktv session with Denise, Marcel...hahaha...first time i went ktv in such a small grp..but nevertheless..it was fun!! especially the way back home..kept on laughing...hahaha..until i had abs for the day man..hahaha. We sang sang sang the nite away and Denise slept the nite away, Ian could not make it, Cassandra could not make it, Teddy could not make it..hahaha..so in the end it was down to the 3 of us. Played some pool..went ktv..thats bout it! Haha! Nice day today! :D



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Monday, June 14, 2004


Stayed at home the whole day..think i am suffering from eye infection..both eyes! My both eyes are red..looks like i have been crying..psycho! Haha..then there is jelly like thing over my pupil..yuk..hahah..but cool man..cowabanga!

Then I met Marcel at Bedok interchange to get Cassandra's cake..its her birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASSANDRA! :D Hahaha!! Then went to Bedok blk 85 for dinner..there was..Denise, Cassandra, Ian, Marcel and Me..Yingxi and Marcel's dad joined us later..kinda fun la..haha..hanging out with my friends is fun to me man!! Here are some pictures....enjoy...


the birthday girl...


the birthday gal & me...


Denise & Me..


Ian & Me..


Marcel & Me..


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Saturday, June 12, 2004


Sighhh!!!!

At first it was all alright. Met up with Teddy & Marcel for lunch with Michael during hsi lunch break. Then we went over to P.S to get Teddy's phone done but due to some cirumstances, Teddy now has to go all the way to Toh Guan (over at jurong) to get his phone repaired...he was pissed..but after that he was alright. We then went to Cafe Cartel for tea and chatted away..was kinda quiet la..but funny nonetheless!

Then Marcel went for his family gathering..Teddy and i made our way to Ang Mo Kio..and on the way there i found out how the bluetooth function works man..haha..was totally cool..like swa ku rite!
After that Teddy made his way home and i went to my auntie's place for family gathering. Today's family gatherign was rather quiet..dunno why..except the kids..Erica got a new bike.

I needed to help my cousins play neopets and earn trophies and points..then one mroe my cousin..Ryan..had to be such an imbecile and ingrate..he enlarge a hole in my Levis 501 Reborn jeans!!! I am so freaking pissed at him!!! It was one of my favourite pair and it cost me SGD $180!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I used my pay from Giordano to buy that pair of jeans and he juz made it look so farking ugly..i am totally pissed and sad..ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Juz pissed...super pissed..fark man!



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WOOoOoOoOoOOoOoOT!!!!!!

Went to Sentosa today...about 16 people were there today! Awesome man! Haha! Got to know 5 more cool peeps! Special shout out to Berlinda, Gillian, Alex, "Fracture", "Jimmy Neutron"...cuz i dun know their real names, only know their nicknames! Hahaha!!

Had quite an enjoyable time..then Quek Siling and Stefanie had to leave early for the GLAMOUR outing...hahahaha...and they have to go Sentosa again tomorrow! Hahaha!! Madness!! Speaking of Quek siling, she wasnt her usual self...hmm..nto sure why though..hope she is okay!

My right knee is now injured, certified. Strained it again today and now its damm bloody sore, am its ok..can take it. My shoulders are stiff..with abrasions..and so is my neck..after playing "machine war"...hahahahah!!

Overall it was kinda fun and niCe la...haha..will uplaod pictures once Gil sends them to me ya!
Tired now..and tanned!!! Cool man..COWABANGA!!!!!! HAhaha!! Selamat Malam!!!

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Thursday, June 10, 2004


Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! My father juz came back n i think he is suffering from mensus!!! That fucking crazy idiot..i hate it when he anyhow vent his anger on us..that stupid idiot. Being angry with him makes me think of all the past things he has done..realli pisses me off too!!

Anyways..today was pretty like the past few days. Pretty slack. Did abit of econs...thats bout it...watched more tv..yes!! watched the O.C!!!!!!!! Awesome show!!

Anyways..had enough for the day..enjoy the music!


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Back from dinner at last!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh yar, i revamped my blog again. Was bored then i came across this skin..haha..looks kinda funny and nice..so i decided to put it in, but there are some errors lar, soeme times the picture won't show!!

Basically juz had a very slack day at home. Watch tv, surf the net and eat..then more tv..but i didnt regret though! I watched Zoe Busiek: Wild Card on cable for the 1st time and amazingly its nice! Haha! Its a drama/comedy kinda thing, although the story line is weird but its kewl...cracked me up man! Then i watched the Oprah Winfrey show! It was an eye-opener! The topic was trans-gender kids. They showed like young girls wanting to be boys and young boys wanting to be girls...it was so knowledgeable and so...enriching..kind of pity the parents of the kids..but what they say is true, it either u loose your child to suicide or juz loose a son/daughter. No matter what, those kids are still their kids and their paretns wil always love them, they just have to learn how to accept the way their kids are. This happens when the foetus when in the womb...while developing..the mind and te body develops differenlty. The mind may be devolping into a girly wirly mind but the body is devolping into a male's body, which results inthe problem of trans-gender..interesting!

Finally my friends are back from their camp!!!!!! Haha! All of them are exhausted! Well, they better rest well before going to Sentosa on Friday! Its going to be da bomb man!! Haha! Can't wait! This time more people are going..which makes ir freaking awesome!

At night, my father brought my brother and I to Grapevine restaurant for dinner. Location sux, beside upper serangoon shopping centre...but food quality wise..freaking AWESOME. They serve the best lamb chop to date i tell ya, juz super yummy!!! Haha!! Affordable prices too! My father called down his group friends. They started drinking jug after jug after jug of beer, talking bout nonsense..almost every sentence they said contained a couple of hokkien vulgar language. Most commonly used is the word "kanina" or "nabei"...hahaha..but listening to their crap also made me laugh like crap...Haha! The total bill came up to about $270...hahaha..70% of it was spent on beer. All of them were drinkers..hahaha..was cool...but i ended up arguing with my brother, what a lame shit, spoilt my mood..but its ok..he is an imbecile...haha...forgive him! =D

Kinda tired now..well..lights out for me!!

"Like love we don't know why. Like love we can't compel or fly. Like love we often weep. Like love we seldom keep."



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Wednesday, June 09, 2004


Back to write again!

Just came back from Simei..was so damm boring. Went with Claudia and Anuerin. had to wait under the void deck for Anuerin's crash Raimi. Haha! He is soo damm bloody small size..so short and skinny! Only sec 2!!! Wonder what Anuerin is thinking!! But he does look cute as they said lar...gotta admit!

When i reched back, my father had such a sumptous supper for us! All the way from Malaysia..such yum yum food, but after eating so much, i am sure to put on weight..dammit..am fat and now i feel fatter..argh! This is bad..way bad!

I got to study tomorrow!! Must!!!!!!!!!!! My friends are all coming back! Yes!! Elated! Excited! Can't wait..hahahahahahahahah!!!!!!!!1


WHOOOOHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

As i said, i would leave a quote of the day!!!
Here you go..
"One word free us all of the weight and pain of life: The word is Love."



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Tuesday, June 08, 2004


Am bored to death...i am stuck at home!!!!! All my friends are occupied with their own stuffs, left with those whom i don't really wanna hang out with..why why why!! Haha!

I did only a little bit of econs..studied just a bit only. There's UK TRL on tv, not watching..boring! Might do abit of Literature later...hmmm..can't wait for thursday and friday to come! Haha!! Yes!!!

Just told Ah Na that i would not patch with her. She smsed me this: "Nahbeh..so long nvr reply.." That made me realised we are 2 worlds apart, that we are not compaitable! I was kinda pissed, cuz i really didnt bnotice that i had another sms earlier, so i was pissed and i told Ah Na i would not patch with her. Fuck man, i don't owe her a living, she did not have to talk to me in such a tone, it was so..fucked up..yuk..disgusts me..

will write more later tonight..



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Hahaha!! I am kinda testing out what my friend, Stefanie, taught me..hahaha!!


This is a picture of myself when i was a toddler..haha...


This is the young innocent Alston..hahaha..evolving into monster soon!!


And there you go..the monster!! Muhahaha..so disgusting rite..but not too bad la, still have 3 babes willing to take a picture with me! :D



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My brother juz got off the computer, so now its my turn! :D My brother is sleeping and my father is snoring behind me..so damm loud and irritating!

Went to Whitesands just now to get some stuff for my mum, my father bought counterstrike condition zero for my brother..dunno whats gotten into him..he was kinda in a down mood but yet he still bought it for my brother..weird..maybe he felt bad for throwing his tantrums around yesterday..and he helped me to top ur my ezlink card..there is $60 bucks in it now!! yes!!!!!!!!! Hahaha!!! Can spend..heeheehee...

After that we went over to changi village for dinner, i had carrot cake. Ended up sitting down with my father while he drank the night away..boring. After we left the place, i ended up smelling like the hawker centre, smell of oil and dirt. yuk. Dunno y my pals dun wanna go changi village to eat. I mean it just those ah guas that turn them off, other than that its alright, but food there is alright..well..its their choice..haha..not like the ah guas will eat them up! hahaha!!

Ian called me, he had some problems with Dawn..then i recalled its the 7th today..the day they went steady..sighh..i pity him, has problems letting her go..but he has to, either learn it the hard way or easy way.

ARGH!!! I still can't accept the fact that Claudia likes me! She keeps hinting to me bout being her boyfriend! Its so damm wrong! How can i date my brother's ex girlfriend!! Yes i liked her before my brother and her went steady 1 year 4 months aho but things are different now!!

Then there is Ah Na, i still dunno whether should patch up with her..i really am in a dilemma..

Why would there be 2 people who likes a fat ugly bastard like me? This is insane, its not like i am as charming as brad pitt or orlando bloom or anything like that..ahhh....i dunno y...why why..tell me why!!



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Monday, June 07, 2004


yawNx...

Am bored to death at home! That explains this horrible layout of my blog. Was too bored so i decided to make some changes to my blog..and viola..haha..there u go!! I am so so bored..

Teddy is in Malaysia for a church camp thingy, Marcel, Denise, Cassandra, Sperm, Bird are all at the TP camp, alot of marists must be there too, they should be having tons of fun. Ian is working. Natasha is out with her mum. Sighh..i am the only one with nothing to do, well, not nothing to do but just too lazy to do anything. I have like exams coming up after the holidays and i have not touched my book yet. I am so dead..freak!!!! Why can't i get my fat ass up to do something! ArGh!!

I am still thinking of whether i shoud patch up with Ah Na..its crazy..so any thigns running through my head. My guy pals tell me not to and my gal pals tell me to give her another chance..help! I know e decision lies withing me..(whaaaa, sounds to fairy tale)...but i just cant make a decision!! and the fact that Claudia told me she liked me is make things. Claudia and me will only remain as friends, i am certained bout that..what i don't get is that why would a girl like her have a crush on a fat ass like me?? I think something fishy is going on..like Claudia is helping Ah Na to dig up information bout me..whats up man..i dunno..sighh..what should i do??

My father says he wants to bring us out for dinner, wonder which stupid place he is bringing us too, i am not looking forward to it. He threw his tantrums on me yesterday, acting like a farkign mad dog, i hate it when he does that. Like i am to blamed for everything, questioning me over simple little things. Like when the drive cant read his diskette, he blames me, WTH!!!! Mad father..sigh..but i know he still loves me...sigh..what am i talking about..

Watched all the episodes of Naruto already..watched till episode 86..waiting for episode 87 to be avialable for downlaoding..

Still messing around with my phone! Hahahaha!!!! Awesome man!! =>



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Yippee!!!!!!!!!!!

Am very happy today. Went to Tampines Mall with my mother today. She got this new cleopatra kinda hair cut..and i think it suits her super well. She looks so..eurasian now..haha...it simply enhances her beauty even more.

She spent like $120 on cosmetics just now. $600 on 2 handphones. She buoght me a Nokia 7600 @ $250. I had to trade in my Nokia 3100 and Samsung V200. And she bout some samsung phone for her boss as a birthday gift. I feel bad for making her spend so much..sigh..after i bought the phone. I felt uneasy. Some weird feeling inside of me has taken over me. I dunno whether it is insecurity, regret, emptiness..i really dunno..sighh..i dunnno what to do...

Yes i am happy i got a new phone, but is it really what i want? I feel sad suddenly..now..why??

Anyways, continuing...we went to watch The Best Bet. kind of a nice show. 3/5 stars. Only watch if u an understand dialect..

Still feeling sad/insecure/empty..whatever..sigh...whats wrong ?!



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Saturday, June 05, 2004


Just came back from Sentosa..am exhausted! Extremely exhausted.

This morning i met Marcel, Denise, Ian, Cassandra & YingXi @ Bedok Mrt station. Then met up with Stefanie over at Aljunied mrt station. Denise and Yingxi had to resort to taking a mc to go to sentosa today cuz by right they ave work, hahahaa, but still, really glad that they turned ip though... Initially all of us had fun. Playing volleyball, goofing around!!!! And i bumped into May Peh in her bikini!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My gosh, cant believe i bumped into her and her man..hahaha!!

As i was saying, we had loads of fin, playing in the sea, digging holes, taking pictures, was one of the most enjoyable times i ever had at Sentosa..but then later in the evening something bad happened. While we were busy playing, someone walked over to where our bags were and took YingXi's bag away. By the time we were done with our playing, we realised the bag was stolen. Everything was gone, even her clothes! Everyone went from happy to like worried and sad...Never expected such a thing to befall on us..sigh...

Everyone was speculating was had happened and what do we do next and constantly debating on what really went on, including me..but then when i sit down and realised, there is no point speculating what really went on, we shouldnt play God and think we know what happened, it was all based on our individual thinking and assumptions.

When I was at the toliet bathing, i felt like someone was watching me. The feelign wasnt good. It felt scary. Insecure. No one was near my cubicle and no oen uttered a word, which made me even more scared. It was jsut creepy...

When we arrived at MacDonalds for our dinner, after when we were about to finish our meal, we saw the gourp of people whom we suspected to have stole YingXi's stuff..tension was high. I would be lying if i said i was not afraid. In the end after all the debate, k kinda lost my temper..haha..but anyways, Cassandra boldly went over to approach them to ask if they had seen anyone near our stuff, she was that damm brave...i wished i was the one who went up, it was so embarrassing to see a girl doing the stuff for us..anyways whats done is done, we would just have to learn from our mistakes!

Everything will be fine eventually..tomorrow i won't be going to school, have not thought of an excuse yet..but i won't be going, too lazy and tired..instead i will be going out with my mother..shopping and all..haha..looking forward to it..hope i have an enjoyable day tomorrow..hope YingXi is doing ok...sigh...anyways...goodnight!



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Friday, June 04, 2004


Just got home. Went out to meet Ian and Marcel at Eunos..supposingly at 3..but by the time Marcel ended, it was 4..so made our way down to meet Teddy and Sperm..who were already at Cineleisure waiting for us...

Teddy, Marcel, Ian and Sperm played abit of pool, then we went to catch Happy Harry Potter..was kinda nice!! Especially you know who..heee heee heee...hahahaha!! :D

Movie ended around 9.10p.m...made our way to blk 85 at Bedok for dinner..or supper rather, since it was so late. Reached there bout like 11. Throughout the bus ride we were just goofing around making jokes! Met up with Cassandra, Denise and Yingxi for dinner/supper...it was cool man, had a ball of a time!! Hahaha!! Laughed the night away. We practically juz ate you tiao with "mucus" Hahahaha!! Long story lar..haha..just funny! Even if i say it you readers wun know it..i think..haha..anyways..haha, had an enjoyable day..just very happy today!!! YES!! :D

Okay, gotta go bathe now then watch seom Naruto then retir for the night..going to Sentosa tomorrow..pumped up!!! Haha!! Nitex....



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Wednesday, June 02, 2004


Just fed Alden milk..tried to make him burp after that but he ended up puking all over my shirt. Hahaha!! He looked so cute when he was in my arms and when i was feeind him milk..hehehe... :D

Basically today i jsut slacked at home and wtahced a few series of Naturo, then surf the net and all...just rest today..haha..didnt wanna go to town cuz today is a public holiday, reckon that it will be crowded so i didnt head for town today..

For dinner, i went to changi village for chicken rice with my brother and dad. Don't think my dad is in a good mood today, well..who cares.

Parents are still quarreling up till today, so damm pissed with my father, keep on pushing everything to my mother, he does not deserve my respect at all. Damm him..too lazy to continue bout the whole story..going to watch miss universe 2004 and fear factor couples special now..haha...




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Heyy..

Well today was a rather mellow day. I ended up going ice-skating with Marcel, Ian Cassandra and new friends Jieying and Stefanie! Harlow to u guys!!! :D They're nice innocent girls....hahaha..and Stefanie's laughter is contagious!!! Haha!! Ended up falling twice at the ice skating rink, kinda cool man, at least now i am not that afraid of falling again! Ice skating rink was like totally wet cuz one of their machine broke down, crap. The whole place looked so run down, i think they should revamp the whole place if they still wanna be in the business! Hehehe..

After ice skating we went over to Far East Plaza, had awesome chicken rice man!!!! Then we wen to Gelare and eat some 1/2 priced waffle. Hehehe...love it! Caught Shrek 2 after that, slept during the movie till like the last 40 mins. Was kind of tired and their jokes were kind of catered of young kids, i dunno, didnt really enjoy it that much, except for the sleeping beauty part! Hahahahahaha!!!!

Think Jieying and Stefanie did not have a good impression of me, was too crappy and too noisy and all! Hahahaha!! Well,i dunno..juz guessin lar. Basically just spent the day laughing and enjoy the company of my pals! What more could i ask for? Haha. Thanks for the nice day guys!

Gonna watch some Naruto now! Hehe..

Ciaoz..