.: Me :.



aLstOn.jOhN.tAn.




ME


Known as : .: Alston John Tan :.
Age : .: 21 :.
D.O.B : .: 02/03/86 :.
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Tuesday, August 31, 2004


Just got back home...Went to spend like $40 bucks on neoprints..haha..have not taken such stuffs since ages ago..still remember the small machine which produces sticker-like pictures..and now one can do so much more with advanced technology..haha...had to take those photos cuz one of our colleagues wanted to take...took with Ming Ming, Candy, Leon & Xueli.

Went for dinner @ the carpark opposite cp...den Leon, Ming, Candy and I went for ktv session..till like 2.30...juz got back..

Bumped into Jieying and her boyfriend..she went to catch a midnight movie..after which i went back with her and her other friend..

Nat dropped by my work place today..to take those 30% Giordano vouchers...anyone who needs it give me a buzz..can give ya some..

Working from 12-7 tomorrow..tired...

Wonder if outing with Josh, John Ji and Ian is still on on Wed...

Sending a at 3:50:00 AM

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Sunday, August 29, 2004


Didnt blog yesterday..was dead drunk..dead drunk. Drank too much on an empty stomach..forgot to take my dinner. Mixed beer with vodka orange, vodka redbull, bacardi pineapple, beer..and some other weird alcohols..had so many jugs of drinks..so when i felt like drinking what i just drank it..then our friend sabotage us..made us drink graveyard and waterfall..

Was at dbl O yesterday...i managed to get in cuz they didnt check my i/c..haha..thats good..music was so..boring..retro...but drinks was cheap and good..then walked over to Rush near cheeky monkeys & Club3 and drank some more...danced to the techno music till i was really drunk...was spouting nonsense and vomitting on the streets..hahaha..went back to dbl ) and drank somemore..then puked on the floor...hahahaha...

Out of Yy, Ah Lian, Leon, Vivian, Raymond, andy, Joey, Jessica, Candy, Stella and me..all of us were drunk except Andy, Raymond, Jessica and Vivian. Hahaha..they had to look after all of us. Was nice of Albert to come all the down just to send me home..thanks man Albert! :D Appreciate it..

Slept at like 5..woke up at 10 to go to work...12/c...transferred to OGO..so if any of you guys walk past..please drop by to visit me..haha..thanks..start work at 2 tomorrow and i end at 7. Yeaaa...



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Friday, August 27, 2004


Went to work today. 4/c. Heard the OG team is going double o tomorrow to club. can't get in la..dammit..see how things go..working at og albert tomorrow...morning/6..



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Went to school as per normal yesterday..After school i met up with Joey and Albert..
Albert drove us to Tampines Mall for dinner..after that we went to fisherman's village for drinks..drank so much..drank till i was abit drunk..i admit..i am not a beer person..

After that Albert suggested driving to the old changi general hospital..explore changi and the haunted places..we were like no trouble look for trouble..totally fucked. Haha..i was super scared...and it was the 7th month..was so freaked out...yuk..At that point of time i was like clear and sober..haha..

Then we drove to changi village o disturb the ah guas...hahahaha...they were so funny..hahahahah!!!!



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Wednesday, August 25, 2004


Don't know when the blogger website says my entry can't be published..it still appears on my blog site..screwed up.

Just finished my autocad test..it was totally screwed up..i copied someone else's work...fuck it man..

I hate my course..



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Tuesday, August 24, 2004


FUCK!!!!!!!



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These few days have been rather frustrating for me..
So many things running through my mind..studies..future..life..friendships..
I doubt everything will turn out the way i expected it to be...
Sometimes when i sit down and think..i really get very frustrated, stressed out..
And the thought of suicide always run through my mind..its just plain sick and stupid..
Just toying around with that idea..i won't commit suicide..
But the idea of running away from all the problems by killing myself will just free myself of all these stupid thoughts and problems..
Like they always say..being a child is so good..need no worry so much..to a certain extent..i think thats true..




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These few days have been rather...hmm..so-so for me. On the onside i may appear as alright..my usual self but actually inside.i am thinking bout lots of stuffs..my life..friendship..etc..many things are running through my head..

Hope everything can be settled the way i pictured it to be..but then again..i seriously doubt so...it will always not turn out the way i expected it to be..so yup..



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Sunday, August 22, 2004


Nothing to blog about. Just sick & tired.



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Saturday, August 21, 2004


Sick...and to add more excitement to life..there is so much politics at work which i dun like at all..dammit.



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Bored. Work & Study..

Tung Tung: FUCK YOU. YES YOU. FUCK YOU.



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Thursday, August 19, 2004


Couldn't get a chance to blog till now..in the school's computer lab. Had fun yesterday at the Giordano dinner and dance. And expected, Nurul came out as the champion at yesterday's finals of the Giordano Idol. She won for herself $300 cash if i am not wrong..

I am so occupied with school and work nowadays..hardly meet my group of buddies anymore..Miss the fun man..hmm..

After the dinner and dance..we headed over to Devil's Bar to club..had so much fun..i dunno why but yestersay i had the guts to dance on the podium..on the platform..haha..only Yy, Nurul, Joey and I danced on the platform..den Nurul and I danced on the pole dancing podium..hahaha..had so much fun yesterday. Our supervisor, Ah Lian was abit drunk..haha..started spouting nonsense and smoking and dancing like mad...I had to send her home..since we live near each other...

Overall i had fun.. :D



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Wednesday, August 18, 2004


In autocad class now. There is this sepcial assignment going on..i am so dead..i don't know what the hell is going on..i am jsut wasting my fucking time away..this is is damm farked up..argh...now i know the importance of lessons..so kids..DON'T SKIP CLASS!

Lolx.



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Tuesday, August 17, 2004


School as usual. Sick of it man...sigh. Annual d&d tmr..can't wait.



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Saturday, August 14, 2004


Sick. Tired.



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Just got back from clubbing. Went to meet up with Joey..after which her friend picked up us with his mistubishi lancer..nice...interior of it was awesome. With Carl Cox music @ the background..freakin awesome.

Reached zouk..there was yy,joey,nurul,brandon,albert,and one more guy. haha. Loved the atmosphere..the people..awesome...had fun..got tired of it..drove over to Devil's Bar..i tried to sneak in but could not..entry requirement was 23 yrs old. So drove over to Music Underground instead. It was happening. Very fun. Danced the night away..Yy got a little tipsy..so did joey..those 2 women was dancing on the table..haha..everyone was staring @ them..one of the "ah pek" exclaimed that Joey could dance very well..which is strongly agree..

Gonna bathe now den head to bed. Work from 3/8.30 tmr..OGO..



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Thursday, August 12, 2004


"The Practice", its such a brilliant show. No, wait. Brilliant is aan understatement. 2 thumbs up. "The Apprentice" is not bad as well.

Should be going down zouk tmr if no shit happens..yea..so far there is..yy, joey, nurul and me..not sure if cindy, ming ming and candy are going..dammit..the only guy...kinda suck but its ok, i'll take it. =)



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Boooooriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiingggggggggg................................................................................................

clubbing on fri..can't wait.



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Wednesday, August 11, 2004


-Best In Me-
From the moment I met you I just knew you'd be mineYou touched my handAnd I knew that this was gonna be our timeI don't ever wanna lose this feelingI don't wanna spend a moment apart

Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can doThat's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you

Every day that I'm here with youI know that it feels rightAnd I've just got to be near you every day and every nightAnd you know that we belong togetherIt just had to be you and me

'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love youAnd you know that we belong together, It just had to be you and me

'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can doThat's why I'm by your side

'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can doThat's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you

'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can doThat's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you



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Tuesday, August 10, 2004


It has been a long time since i blogged man! Reason being cuz the past few days i was busy working and i came back too late..have been playing too much.

Friday:
Went to catch the village with the usuals after work..was such a stupid show..really stupid! No one should watch it. Any shows from that shaymalamalamalan guy is shit. Reached home at like 3+..slept at 4a.m.

Saturday:
Went to work as usual..full shift. After which..went to china black..was too pack so went over to music underground..with yy and joey..had tons of fun. Got back home at 4+..slept at 5.

Sunday:
Went for work early in the morning..after work went to marina madarin to bunk in with the usuals..had fun...slept at bout 6+...

Monday:
Work again..reached home at 10+..slept slept slept...

Tuesday:
Slack slack..went town..then slack slack..gotta catch up on some sleep..eyes are puffy..pimples popping out...growing fat..going to reduce the puffiness in my eyes...right about..now!



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Saturday, August 07, 2004


Sad. Depressed. Very sad..very disappointed in myself. Absolutely downright shameless. Totally fucked up. I told on my good friend, Joey. I didn't intend to backstab her or anything but its for her own good. Yes i broke the trust between us..i may have even caused us our wonderful friendshop..its really very saddening..but its for her own good..

I am just so fucking pissed with myself..but when i reflect on what someone told me..i think its right. Lose a friend or lose a life. Still, sadness fills my heart. The moment Joey, you, reprimanded me...was like a freaking knife piercing through my fat-clogged heart..argh..i hate myself...fuck me..



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Friday, August 06, 2004


Just got back home..

Went to school as usual..met up with Joey in town..bumped into Natasha..she is estatic bout monday..a date with her hunk. After which went to shop and talked and stuff...was pretty fun...Nurul joined us later on...walked pass music underground..didnt go in.had to pay $15 for techno music..haha..stupid..and the crowd...all the bengs and lians..what a turn off.

Nowadays when i look in the mirror..i get sick of myself..looking at the same ugly monsterous fucked up face for the past 18 years. The same fat me. Really had enough of it. Someone told me that drugs can make one slimmer..and can make u "black-out"..doesnt sound harmful to me..instead..it sounds like a remedy to cure the stress i feel inside..All sorts of stress...contemplating whether to try it or not..its like 50 bucks for "e"...i think i might..we shall see..



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Thursday, August 05, 2004


.:.Pieces Of Me.:.

On a Monday, I am waitingTuesday, I am fadingAnd by Wednesday, I can't sleepThen the phone rings, I hear youAnd the darkness is a clear viewCuz you've come to rescue meFall... With you, I fall so fastI can hardly catch my breath, I hope it lasts[Chorus:]OhhhhhIt seems like I can finally rest my head on something realI like the way that feelsOhhhhhIt's as if you know me better than I ever knew myselfI love how you can tellAll the pieces, pieces, pieces of meAll the pieces, pieces, pieces of meI am moody, messyI get restless, and it's senselessHow you never seem to careWhen I'm angry, you listenMake me happy it's a missionAnd you won't stop til I'm thereFall... Sometimes I fall so fastWell, I hit that bottomCrash, you're all I have[Chorus:]OhhhhhIt seems like I can finally rest my head on something realI like the way that feelsOhhhhhIt's as if you known me better than I ever knew myselfI love how you can tellAll the pieces, pieces, pieces of meHow do you know everything I'm about to say?Am I that obvious?And if it's written on my face...I hope it never goes away... yeahOn a Monday, I am waitingAnd by Tuesday, I am fading into your arms...So I can breathe[Chorus:]OhhhhhIt seems like I can finally rest my head on something realI like the way that feelsOhhhhhIt's as if you've know me better than I ever knew myselfI love how you can tellOhhhhhI love how you can tellOhhhhhI love how you can tellAll the pieces, pieces, pieces of meAll the pieces, pieces, pieces of me...



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Just watched my show...done my stuffs and now blogging..
season finale of charmed was awful..not as good as i expected it to be..well..anyways..

Work was tiring..but fun..haha..was forced to "leylong" on the 1st day of work. Hectic but fun..and now..when i just start work...i need a small sum of money to buy what i need for Giordano's Dinner and Dance 2004 which will be held on the 18th of August. And the theme: Hollywood fashion. Gosh. Its so damm hard..first i dun have the face, i dun have the body..how can i look outstanding on that night?! Ahhh...unneccessary stress!

Teddy & gang are heading to Sentosa tomorrow..can't join them..budget + school = sian.

Ian just told me bout this thing..like singing during certain events and stuff..like peform gigs or something like that..thing is..i dun have the guts to go up stage alone and i seriously doubt i have a good voice..so plan in..pull marcel in..he has such a nice and unique voice..with him around it should be better...anyways..hope all works out well..marcel agrees to go for it too..i seriously hope so..cuz its such a rare golden opportunity...next..hope the company selects us...next..more events..blah blah blah..am dreaming already..dammit..ahhh..hope a miracle will bestow upon me!!!!!! Hahaha..wishful thinking.

Stressed at school too...but all's well..haha..take it easy. One life. Live it. ^_-




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Wednesday, August 04, 2004


Hahaha!! Havock in class!! Techno music blasting at the back of the classroom. Copying auto cad drwaings from each other. Hahahaha..sending it to email accounts and saving it in diskettes and passing it around..haha..how cool is that man..but thing is..those who copied..like who wun have any fucking idea on how to do the drawings when it comes to the test.

Haha..am tuning in to the perfect10 98.7fm via the internet..awesome..3 hours of friggin slacking...yea man..



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Tuesday, August 03, 2004


Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh....the comfort of home! :D

I didn't go for lab lesson. Was pissed off by the lab assistant. But all's well now..i guess..
First lesson for tomorrow is Mathematics, how dreadful can it get huh. Next up, Autocad..which i have totally no idea about because i have been skipping school..well.there u go kids..do not skip school! :D That was the tip of the day.

Work work work work work work tomorrow...think i am looking forward to it..anyways..going to be a couch potato now..

I feel fat...like really fat...dammit..i gotta do something..laterr!



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Hmmm...didn't blog yesterday..was too tired. Now @ my school's e-learning zone.

Yesterday...hmmm..i just went to school as per normal..then i went off to Giordano OGA to collect my uniform. Nothing out of the ordinary..Went for dinner with Denise, Marcel & Bird at TM...got home..watched F.R.I.E.N.D.S...which was totally hilarious. Hahaha. Looking at the way Matt Le Blanc acting stupid was hilarious.

Anyways..moving on..am starting work tomorow...kind of bitter sweet..i hope everything will turn out smoothly! And yes, finally...the "outsiders" who occupied my house for 2 1/2 whole months are finally flying their asses back to Jakarta. I have my privacy back again and I can sleep in peace and many more! Haha!! Elated!

Signing off now...ciao..



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Sunday, August 01, 2004


Completed my project finally. But there will be more coming..was absent from school almost the whole week, so i would expect only more projects and homework, and to make things worse, i start this coming week. My shift is as follows:

Wednesday: 4 - Closing
Friday: 4 - Closing
Saturday: 11a.m - 9.30p.m (Full shift)
Sunday: 1p.m - 9.30p.m (Afternoon shift)

Going to have extra pocket money, at the expense of my studies, lying to my parents and many more!! But i got no choice, i need the money to get me back my handphone..but my gut tells me that i am going to demand for more when i start getting the cash..dammit.

Went for dinner with my mummy over at Grapevine. Nice dinner. Had Oxtail Stew. Delicious. Went to have some durians. So satisfying. Haha. And now I am back home.

I don't know how long i can lie to my father, that i am working part time. He IS going to find out sonner or later. I hope it will be the latter.

Am abit troubled..but i guess i should be alright after listening to some music..

Have a nice pleasant week ahead everyone! Huat ah! :)