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Known as : .: Alston John Tan :.
Age : .: 21 :.
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Monday, July 30, 2007


The weekend was kind of a bitter-sweet one for me. . .
I will not elaborate so much. . .
Too many eyes on this blog. . . .
Sighh. . .
Why? Why? Tell me why! ='(

Clubbed on Fri and Sat. . . .
Nothing special bahz. . .
Normal. . . .
Except that this time round, I spent more time with my mother and with my relatives from my mother's side. . .

Actually, I am getting used to this life of just living with my mother. . .
Its just the 2 of us, most of the time. . .
Will go over to my auntie Sharon's place for dinner once in awhile. . .
I like going over there, such a big nice place. . .with the best chef in the house : Granny! \
Not forgetting her youngest daughter. . Ettel. . . She's such a sweetie. . .
Will upload her picture soon! :p

Every night with mummy is quite nice actually. . .
Though its just the television and us. . . I find it very peaceful. . very nice. . .
Actually its the first time I can actually literally feel her presnence around me. .
Her cooking for me, though its mostly those instant food. . hehe :p
Last night, she actually walked into my room in the middle of the night to wind down the blinds for me and also pulled my blanket to its proper place, making sure I was kept warm. .
Can't remember when was the last time she did that. .
I felt so. . loved. . so fortunate. .
Yes, its only a small thing to alot of you out there, but to me, its everything. .

Please people! Treasure your family, your loved ones. . .
No matter what wrong they have done to us or whatsoever, we only have 1 mother and 1 father, and we can never change that fact. . .
We can't choose our parents, our siblings. . .
Make the best out of it and spend as much time as possible with them. . .

Went to church with muumy on Sunday. .
Was at OLPS. . . hehehe. . .
Quite a nice church. .
Saw some AJs there. . oh well, they are everywhere lahz!! Lolz!
Felt weird stepping into church once again after such a long time. .
Did some grocery shopping after church. .
Went back home and packed the whole house thoroughly!!
Grandma came over and so did Aaron my lil bro. .
Went out to Novena area for some Jap food. .
Name of the restaurant is Nara or something like that. .
Good food. . Worth giving it a try. . .

Oh wells. . . thats about it. . .
Will update again soon i guess. . .
Cheerios!



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Wednesday, July 25, 2007


Over at my mummy's house now. . .
Been here since Sunday. . . .

Yao yao is finally 20 years old. . .
Hehe. . .
Hope her life turns out the way she wants it to be. . .
Worried for her. . . .

Sunday night was rather boring. . .
Stayed at home with yao yao. . .

Monday, alan came over. . .
Slacked at home. . in the evening. . acocmpanied yao yao for her hormone jab. . .
Afterwhich. . . went to "tour" aruond geylang in a cab. . lols. .
Because it was raining, so we had no choice, we took a cab to various destinations to get the food we wanted. . Hehehe!!
We ended up spending like $100+ on the food and the cab fare. . . Lolz~!
Expensive lahz, but okay lah. . happy can le bahz~

Had dinner at home and watched some tv. . .
Went to bed shortly after. . .

Tuesday is just a normal day. . . camp . .
Jaspher came over after tat. . .
Stayed home the whole day!

Today was just another day in camp, nothing special. . .
Mummy will be coming home today. . .
Hope she will be perfectly alright. . .
Hmmmz. . . .

Been feeling quite down recently although its not written all over my face. .
Neither do I want it to be written all over my face. .
I'm the kind where by when I meet my friends or when I see them, I don't like to pull a long face to spoil their mood. . . No point. . .

Been thinking about so many things recrently. .
Well, i just am the sort of person who thinks alot. . . sighh. .
Sometimes, i tend to joke too much and people just don't take me as a serious person at all. . .
Am I that sort of person who only knows how to play and cant be bothered with the things happening around me?
I doubt so.

I would love to see what it would be like if i happen to just disappear from the face of this earth just like that. . .
No, i ain't seeking attention neither am i trying to create a drama serial out of my life, what for? Pointless.



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Saturday, July 21, 2007


It was such a busy day for me yesterday. . . .

Was in camp when suddenly my father called to notify me that my mother was in the hospital. . .
Upon hearing the news, at first I was shocked and stunned, after that I cooled myself down and made my way to the hospital immediately. . .

Apparently, she has a blood clot in her brain, reason being, she was too stressed, causing one of the blood vessels to burst. . which resulted the blood clot. . .

Sigh. . I love my mother alot. . .
Though I did not spend my growing up days with her, and i admit we do not know each other well, no matter what, she is still my mother.
I've seen the effort she has been putting in these few years, trying to make amends, trying to provide for me whatever I want, trying to know me better, trying to give me the best she can. . I really appreciate it. . .

Since young, upon knowing that my mum divorced my dad because she could no longer tolerate my dad's horrible temper, I had this urge in me all along, to provide for my mother, give her the best, be there for her when she needs me and spend my life with her, even if it means only the 2 of us. . .

Up till now, I still have the urge in me, or maybe even more. . .

After all these has happened, I've seen the fragility of life. . . anything can really happen. . .
I now, more than ever, want to look after my mother, provide for her, give her the best in life, bring her to places where she has never been to, give her a shoulder to lean on, accompany her during her loneliest hours of life. . .

Sighh. . . .

Just finished cleaning up her house for her, wanna give her a clean house to go back to. . .
Going to buy some daily groceries, stock up the things for her in her house . .
After which I will head back to the hospital and buy dinner for her. . . .

I know that what happened to her this time round, I am part of the cause of this. .
If nto I had not make her worry so much for me and not make her upset by doing silly stuffs with my life. . . sigh. . .

I know you won't read this mummy, but, I just wanna get this off my chest, dunnno who to tell, dunno who to find comfort in. . .
I'm really sorry. . I really am. . .
Please be strong, please pull through. . .I don't want you to just leave like that when I myself have not find the answers to certain things of my growing up days. .
I want to be here for you, to take care of you, to look after you as you grow older each day. . .
I'll pray for you mummy. . .
You'll be fine, I'm sure of it. . .
I love you mummy. . .



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Thursday, July 19, 2007


Hai. . . . .
As much as i try. . .
I can't seem to forget. . .
Still think so much. . .



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Tuesday, July 17, 2007


Left camp earlier to dispatch some documents to Kranji camp today. . . .
After which,went home to rest. . .

But!!!!!! Before I went home. . .
I spent another more money again!!!!
Argh! Shytz!!

Don't know why I bought those perfumes again. . .
What can I say. . I'm just a frangrance fanatic! Lols!!!

I bought Davidoff Silver Shadow Altitude, Daivdoff Coolwater "Game" (Summer Ed.) and also another bottle of the new JPG - Fleur De Mal. . . .

Now, i still need to buy some cool undies, either from propaganda or from aussiebum. . .
Also, about 2 more pairs of havainnas. . .
And my clinique facial care range for men. . .
Guess men's necklace. . .
More perfumes. . Lolz!!
The new Issey Miyake (Out Soon)
The new F "pour homme" by Ferragamo (Out in Sept)
Giorgio Armani's new fragrance.
Chanel's first perfume for men. . Dior "pour homme"
And also Ice*Men. . .
Hehehehe...
All thanks to that silly Men's Folio magazine. .. BleAhZ~!
Any sponsors or not haR? Very chor ley~! LoLx!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sian lah, tmr got camp again lor. . .hmm. . what to do. . . army life is like that lor. . . .

Okay lahz, its time for me to rest my mind. . . .
And dream of all the thingsi want to buy. . e



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Monday, July 16, 2007


First and foremost. .
PLEASE GO TO THE MOVIES AND WATCH HARRY POTTER: THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its freaking freaking good!!! Its the best out of all the Potter movies I've seen. . . Really. Its worth like 623464673627458456236390628513792 thumbs up!!
Hahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I bought clothes again! Shytz!! ='(
Bought 2 t shirts from Topman again. . . cost me $72~!~!! :'(
Bought like $20 worth of magazines....hahaha!!!!
What to do, on office duty tomorrow, something to kill my boredom. . .

There's a new shop at bugis selling some cool t shirts. . . but didn't have much time to look through everything! Very nice shop!

Does anyone know if there are any POA outlets left in Singapore. . .
Can't seem to find them here in Singapore anymore. . .
Thought of buying some jeans and maybe a pair of shoes from there. . . hmmmz. . .
Any recommendations?

Camp today was not bad, quite free, except had to brainstorm for some ideas for some poster. . . hmmm. . kudos to Tommy who ix excellent with computers! Hehehe! I should learn from him lor. . =p

Eh! Tag me ley people. . . read then don't tag. . .boring de lor!!
Kekeke!! =p



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Rather boring weekend. . . again!!!!
Lols!!

Went to downtown east with Alan on Saturday for tanning, still not tanned enough though. . . Sighh. . .
After which, went to town to meet the rest. . and we went to Play and Tabs. . .
Quite boring ley. .
Is it the song or is it just me?
Oh wells. . .

Went for bbq/steamboat at Marina South. . . .
Was with Yoyo, Wilson & bf, Sasa and Alan. . . .

After which, went home. . sleep!!!

Just another manic Monday~! :(



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Saturday, July 14, 2007


You disappeared just like that. . . .
You decided to hide. . .

And out of nowhere, I got your sms. . .
Yes, I am stunned, shocked, hurt. . .

Although it was not very long, but it was what I felt that was important. . it was the times spent together that I felt good about. . .

"Not ready" to me is just simply another excuse.
Then why did everything start in the first place. . .
It makes me look back on things and think that everything was just a "show."

In my opinion, its just not the best way to settle things amicably, maybe to you it is. .
I am not saying that you are being unfair, although i feel that way but look here, i don't blame you. neither do i hate you.

I'm just angry and disappointed, above all, my heart doesn't feel good at all. . .

Enough said. . .



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Thursday, July 12, 2007


Been 2 days, now its time to update! =D

Dear suprised me on Tuesday! Hahaha! He suddenly came over in the morning to pick me up form home and send me to camp. . . hehehe. . .that was so sweet of him. . . Well, little things make me happy! :D

Work was alright that day, after which, dear picked me up and we initially wanted to go to Bottle Tree Park for dinner but due to some unforseen circumstances, we had to switch location to hougang for Punngol Nasi Lemak. . haha. . but due to the long long long never ending queue, we decided to just settle our dinner at the market at Hougang central.

After which, spent some quality with dear. . and went home after that. . .

Yesterday was the RSM parade thingy. . luckily, everything went well. . better than I expected! Yeaps! :D

Met up with Kelly in town yesterday and shopped shopped shopped. . .
Bought another fragrance, its Azzaro, for men.
Also, finally bought a pair of havainnas for myself. . well, not exactly the one i have in mind but yeap, got another pair!
I want more havainnas!!! =D Lolz!
And i so wanna get Davidoff Silver Shadow "Alititude" !!!!! Its so damm freaking nice! I want the whole set! Lolz!! Fragrance, shower gel, deodorant, mosturizer. . everything!! Hehehe!! =p
And i so wanna get the JPG one as well, I already have that but I just wanna get another set just to keep and not forgetting the Prada one, just to keep as well!
I'm just ga-ga over fragrances!
Think of it as loving yourself and respecting those around you. .
Means alot to smell good ya know! :p

The weekend is coming!! Yea!!!!!
Can't wait!!!! *Smiles*



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Monday, July 09, 2007


Just received baby's sms. . he's home, in one piece! ;-)

For the first time in my life, i pitched a tent. And a big one for your info! Not by myself of cuz, with the help of the other guys. . .
Practically out of office the whole day. .
Didn't know it could be so tiring!!
Was telling my training spec, Tommy that it was so umglamorous and I could not believe I was pitching a tent. . whahaha!!

I was joking about and telling him there should be a banner or something that says "Unleash The Glamour" on the tent. . . Lolz!!
If its my tent, there has got to be that sign on the tent somewhere, with full length mirrors inseide and a queen sized bed. .
The entrance of should should have some feather bower or something. . whahahaha!!! NO lahz, juz kidding. . . but the full length mirror is a must though. . =p
Once again, Vanity. =p

Got home before 6, showered and been watching tv while waiting for baby to get home. .

Was at Straits Kitchen, at Grand Hyatt for some buffet dinner (local food) with baby last night. .
Baby didn't like the food. . haha. . . poor thing. .
Yoyo came later on to join us and we walked around far east abit. .
Sorry baby if you felt uneasy. . *hugs* =(

Couldn not find the havannas slipper i wanted! Crap! Looks like i gotta go to NUM to get it, as much as i hate it! Hahaha!!

Baby dropped Yoyo at Tampines Mall before sending me home. .

It was a simple but yet, an enjoyable day for me. .

Have life programme tomorrow and its Total Body Workout. . don't ask me what is that, its not something glamorous. . lols!!

Should be going to bed early tonight. . quite tired. . >.<



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Sunday, July 08, 2007


Yawns. . . Just woke up not long ago. . .
Kind of suprised that I would wake up that late. . . expected to wake up at about 11 plus. . .
Well. .seems I'm more tired than usual. . .I guess. . .

Met up with the SingTel girls at AMK Hub. . it was my first time there. .
Quite a big place. . . but alot of wasted space. . .
Purposely went to Face Shop to look for the 2 vain gals. . you know who you are. . but only one was around, didnt managed to talk much cuz she was kinda busy. .
Vonn: I don't care, I'm so gonna make you wait for 2 hours!!
This girl here (will put her picture up soon), made us wait for 2 hours for her. . but no choice right, she is the star of the day mahz. . hahaha!!!

Went to Fish and Co. for dinner. . .
The staff there wre like. . kinda of blur. . giving us wrong information, missing out orders, and one of them didnt even know what is a servertte!!! Lols!!! What a joke. =p

Am waiting for becky to send me the pics we took that day. . babe. . you should know what to do ya! *Winks*
Becky darling, when i first knew you, you were as good as dumb! I remembered that I told you I would change the way you behave in front of others, be more open and stuff, and look at you today. . hehe!! I ain't claiming any credit, just glad that you actually did become another person!!! =D

Tomorrow is monday again. Back to camp! Yea. . boring!
I so need so shop!!!
I need to get havannas slippers, my Prada and YSL perfume. . .
More clothes!
I wanna do indoor tanning but and i afraid of the gayish staff they have. . . don't like it . . .
Same goes to NUM. . .
No plans as yet. . going to search the house for food, and if there isn't any. . .well. . I don't know. . Lols!!

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This space was invaded by Becky!!!!! LOL!

Looking good hun... flamboyant AS USUAL



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Saturday, July 07, 2007


Elated. Happy. Contented.

Going to meet the Singtel babes now. . .

Think I'm late. . whats new right ?

But I think they will be later than me. . . Lols!!



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Wednesday, July 04, 2007


Having a splitting headache now as I am typing this entry.

Alan helped me to combine a few of my pictures and made these collages for me! Thanks ger. . Mwacksii!!!

Here goes :




My friends and I, my 2 lil brothers in the center.

A collage of myself, too many pics..more to come! :p


My temper is very bad these days. . not sure whats wrong with me. . going crazy. .
The first 3 days of this week has been great to me. . .
Tomorrow is the start of the 2 long days I have ahead of me! =(
Thursday I am on mess duty. . though I do practically nothing, but i end late, thats the bloody problem!

Friday I am on office duty, which means I have to stay back until the last person leaves, before I can leave. . . which means I will most likely not able to perform with the rest outside. . .
Went down to National Skin Centre today to see the skin doctor, will see him in another 2 months to see how the recovery process is coming along. . .
More medicine. . *Faints*

Did I mention in my previous blog i went shopping again? Lolz!!!
I think i only metioned i bought the Gucci Pour Homme II
Later that night, went to bugis with Yoyo and bought some more stuffs. . .
Necklaces and some other silly stuffs. . . Lolx!
Goling downstairs to get my dinner now, because I have no one to buy for me!
Sad right?

Okay! Going to hold auditions soon for the new reality tv show, "Alston's Mr. Perfect."
Will let everyone know when applications are open ok.
Don't gan chiong hor!
Those picha ones need not apply. . i only like tak pichas~~
Xie xie! =p






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Tuesday, July 03, 2007


Alrite! Time for updates!

WhyNot has officially winded up.

Big big thanks to everyone who made it down to WhyNot's last night in business. .

My bloody face was on Straits Times, it was totally horrid!!!!!!
And finally I got promoted. . .to LCP. . WhahaHAHaHA!!!!

Not that the $20 more per month means much but yea. . .

Wanted to shop yesterday but thanks to Ms Derek Ho, who was unglamorously late, was not able to shop at all. .
Ended up having supper in town with the gals. . .

Was so bored just now and I ended up buying a new frangrance. Gucci Pour Homme. Smells. . . eccentric. . . intriguing. . lols!!
I like the older JPG one too. . anyone wanna be a kind kind soul? *hints* Lolz!!!!

Was shopping at topman for a cap that day and ended up spending $200+ on clothes. .

Darn!!!

I wanna shop more!!! GSS is ending already!!! =(