.: Me :.



aLstOn.jOhN.tAn.




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Known as : .: Alston John Tan :.
Age : .: 21 :.
D.O.B : .: 02/03/86 :.
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Welcome To My Life...
Monday, September 25, 2006


Back from Attica. . .
Was so damm fun today!!! Hahaha, maybe cuz everyone was like in their "playful" mode. . thanks to silly galz yoyo. . kept making us laugh like mad!!!
Had to look after Alvinkino daddy throughout the night, he was like so drunk. . kind of my first time seeing him like that. . had to like hug him the whole night cuz he could not even stand properly. . lolz. . poor thing. . . *hugs*

Friday:
Was at ah long's bf hosue for steamboat and mahjong session with the galz. . yoyo, ah long, levis, alan, kelly, junster, and no i didnt play, i was just giving my "luck" to those who were unlucky. . lols. .
Poor Alan lost $50++. . .lolz. . .
Didnt really sleep well there. . noisy and there was a invasion by some bloody flying insects. . .
Upon being "invaded" by them. . all the ah guas that were playing mahjong jumped up from their seats and started screaming. . lols. . what a sight. . .

Saturday:
Went over to my auntie's place at St Nick's View to celebrate my mother's birthday. . love her sooooo much!!!!
Went back to CCK do kill time before heading down to WhyNot. . as usual. . yawns. .
So much freaking drama involved that night. . . what a pleasant sight for me cuz i was not involved. . . hahaha. . .

Looks like i gotta create some commotion too. . too quiet lately. . so boring. . should kick up a big fuss once in awhile or some people might think we are dead. . yawns. . lolz!!!

Yoyo and me were like discusing our "To Slap List". . .people whom we are waiting for a chance to fuck them upside down. . .its increasing. . no choice. . some people just like to play "big sisters", act like they are UP THERE in this circle. . juz cant stand the fucking attitude. I'm sure the people know who they are lahz. . yoyo and me makes it quite obvious when we really dislike someone. . . so yah. . lolz!!!

Oh yahz, this irritating coward calls anti-jonjon who often loves to tag my blog and leave such. . .ermmz. . ."nice" and "sweet" comments for me. . well . . guess what, you are on my list of people to slap too. . CONGRATZ!!! Lolz. Nahz, slapping you is way to easy for you, making life hell for you would fucking please me. But what to do, all you can do is juz sit behind your computer and type such childish and stupid comments bout me and my mother. . what to do. . fucking COWARD. =D
Come out and talk to me lahz, i would be so glad to know who are you, it would like totally make my day to see you. .maybe we can meet at maxwell this coming saturday? Come lahz. . but i figured that you won't lahz. . feel so sad and your pitiful life. :D

Wellz, going to smoke first before i hit the sack. . Nitez!

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Friday, September 22, 2006


Talking to yoyo on the phone now. . she is telling me bout her ex bf. . . she is so stressed over the whole matter. . poor galz. . .

Went to Sentosa yesterday. . got myself "roasted". . . . kinda painful. .
After sentosa went to harbour front to have lunch. . . den went over to Orchard, bought myself new ear studs and also some facial masks from face shop. . .
Caught "John Tuckers Must Die". . good show manz. . yesh, i know its a chick flick, but yes i enjoyed it, you can juz call me blonde or whatever. . lols. . .

He is leaving for shanghai for a long period of time, so all the best to you yah and tk care of yourself ok. . =D

Meeting the "galz" later for bbq and steamboat later, but gotta but some more ingredients later. . .



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Wednesday, September 20, 2006


Juz got back from supper with ah long , pat and becky. . .
Waited from 10 to like 11+ for them. . .
Ended up at changi village again for supper. . .
Pat ordered so much food. . . and I'm like so freaking full now. .

Looks like i gotta jog abit more tomorrow cuz today's jog was kinda "replaced" by the late supper. . rice and satay and chicken and..yuk...thinking of it makes me wanna puke. . .

Juz had a chat with yoyo over the phone. . like bout 2 mins ago. . .
She is really very sad over the whole break up thing. . and this time its SERIOUS. . no more..the end. . .can totally understand how she feels. . cuz i juz been thru it myself. . .

But as for me, i can safely say that i am over HIM. . . hehehe. . . juz going to enjoy myself before i get enlisted. . .

My muscles are like aching from the stupid jog. .shows how rusty i am already. . .

Going to bed soon i guess. . . going to surf round first. . .

KL anyone??



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Monday, September 18, 2006


Home sweet home!!!!!!!
Finally back at my own home after spending a whole long week at Pat's (Ah long's bf) house. . .
Can u imagine one whole week of junk food. . kfc, pizza hut, mac donalds. . . almost everyday !!!!!
Gosh. . its scary. . think i am going to abstain from fast food for quite some time. . :p

Clubbed on fri/sat as usual. . .
Friday's drag show @ whynot was kinda good, especially the opening number. . good costumes and make up. . 2 thumbs up!!!
Saturday was a boring day at whynot. . . firstly the dj, secondly the crowd. .

Happy birthday to my REAL lil sister Kimberly Chua, friends, Steven and Warren! =D

My mummy's birthday is coming soon. . . dunno how she wants to spend it. .

Slept real early last night. . like bout 12. . and i just woke up not long ago. . must have missed my bed really badly!!! Hehehe. . .



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Tuesday, September 12, 2006


At ah long's bf house now. . .
so bored at home os yah. . decided to come here. . hehehe. . .

went to collect my glasses today. . . so nice. . .
Had dinner with ah long, alan and melvin. . .

web cam with people now..so fun..lols....



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Monday, September 11, 2006


Back from Attica. . abit too early ritteee. . . Haha. . yah, tell me bout it. . .
Was too packed and was kinda tired and didnt really had the mood to club, juz needed to get out of the house. . .

Kinda sick of Attica already. . . kinda see the same faces, like @ WhyNot. . .

My face is getting worse, which means i need more rest, loads of it. . hopefully i won't get bored of sticking @ home doing nothing. . Can someone please tell me how to spend my time! LoLz!

Keep telling myself i got to prepare for NS, but i'm juz too lazy to do so. . .
Lack the determination and discipline lahz. . . shucks. . .
Hopefully, juz hopefully. . i can like quickly do something bout it and not juz keep toking bout it. . hehehe. . .

Jaspher Boii called me the past 2 days from camp, he just enlisted into the army on friday. . seems like he's facing quite abit of problems there, hope everything goes smoothly for him. . he was telling me he missed me and it actually sounded nice. . he seldom says such stuffs and dats why it sounded so sweet. . well, Jaspher boii, i miss u and ur nonsense too! =D

Was having dinner with my mother, suddenly it hit me that i have got to do my duty as a son and provide for her once i go out to the cut throat, vicious, working society. . which i definately will. . .

Finally managed to convince my mother that i know what i wan in life and suprisingly, she is supporting me and she is not telling me the same old "itz juz a dream" thingy. .

With that being said, i am actually kind of looking forward to NS, though i am not even 50% prepared for it yet. . LoLz!!!

Going to see whats good on cable now before i hit the sack. . . nights! :D



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Sunday, September 10, 2006


Just woke up not long ago. . . .
Intending to skip lunch till i meet my mother for dinner later. . .

So disappointed, Mr. Secret Admirer didn't call me or sms me last nite. . was like looking forward to it loh. . =(

Anyways, last night was with Ah log, Alan and Ah Long's bf at backstage. Drank there and ah long's bf got drunk so we left erly, ah long sent him home while alan and me met up with kelly first. . .

Afetr meeting up with kelly, headed down to Tantric and Taboo but both places were like fully pakced abd heard at bout 3+, there was still a queue at Taboo. . .
So guess where did we go. . WHYNOT. . again. . . =(

It was so packed last night. . . but as it became later. . the crowd slowly disappeared.
I saw an irritating pest yesterday. My ex bf, Calvin. .
Well, some idiot said he was jealous cuz i am so close to my friends and that my friends are more important than me and he had the odesity to walk passm and buy my friends drinks. . how FAKE can one get. . . totally disgusting. . . *pukes*

Dunno what to wear to attica tonight. . going to take a puff and think over it. .



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Saturday, September 09, 2006


Went over to lavender to meet the guys to collect yoyo's passport. .
After which we went to bugis to walk walkz. . .

Had swensens for dinner. . thanks to Ah Long's bf for the treat :D

Slowly made our way down to whynot. .
The shoe was not bad. . Don's costume was. .WOW. . .
Wellness fell down, luckily she could cover abit. . .

Tonight will be a boring night. .
Yoyo is in camp doing duty, Alan wun be coming out. .
Only ah long n me. . sob sob. .



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Friday, September 08, 2006


I did something very stupid last night, I messaged my ex bf and told him i missed him. . haha. . yes i know. . fucking stupid thing to do. .
Well, yes i do miss him and miss the times we had but i didnt regret breaking up with him. .

Saw him behaving in such a slutty manner @ zouk, at least now I know what kind of person he is. . moreover, he is 38, and i am 20, i got so much more time, why be sad juz over HIM, its so stupid. . I should just enjoy my life, do what i life, go fuck around with better looking guys, keep my options open, rather than sticking to a stupid 38 yr old flirt. Yes he does treat me well, so what. . so arrogant. . bleahz :p

Ah long bought chong pang nasi lemak from sebawang all the way for me..over at Pasir Ris. Oh gosh, i was so touched when he did that, he knew i didnt eat the whole day and he knew i was rather down so yah. Having friends like Ah long is worth giving up another guy. .This is why i say my friends are my pillar of support. . thinking back. . that 38 yr old freak would not have done that for me. He just doesnt understand how close my this group of friends are to me. . stupid old fuck. . =D

Anyways, going to club as usual tonight, i am sure i will see places and miss the things that me n him did together and stuff but nahz, will not look back, i shall look forward. .

So many other guys i brushed away just because of him, turned down the opportunity to do shows hjuz cuz of him..well.. NO MORE! =D

I think i can gladly say i am feeling much better. . hope that 38 yr old monkey regrets and eat his heart out. . for saying things when he was drunk. . heard buot him and his past, like him sleeping in public when he was drunk, sleeping under the void deck, thats like so. . disgusting. . and you know what, i believe those stories. . LoLz!

Okayz, going to relax den meet yoyo later. .



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Thursday, September 07, 2006


Thanks to everyone who showed their care and concern. . .
Friends will always be the ones who stick by you no matter what. .

Even married couples can be divorced, so yah. .no big of a deal. .

I should be fine afetr some time, with my friends by my side. .
Back to my old life of hanging out with my friends. .

Gals: Thanks for being there for me when i really needed you guys. . Love you guys!



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Wednesday, September 06, 2006


The fairy tale has ended. . .
Firstly, Thanks for memorable times, dun wish to remember those unhappy times, will only want to remember those happy times together. .

Thanks for those who showed their care and concern. Appreciate it. .

Too long a story to say why we broke up. . .
I really would have changed, I already had it all planned. .
But too bad, both of us were to rash. .
The 2 words "Fuck You" that he said to kept ringing in my head and it is still ringing in my head. .
Hurt me like mad. . Sigh. . .

Anyways, time to move on with my life. .



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Sunday, September 03, 2006


Dammit. . another sad entry. . sucks. . .

I know i am playful, i like to go out with my friends, hang out with them, go to clubs. From the day he know me, he should know that i am like that, but hey, i am not unwilling to change. Yes you are not demanding, but all i am asking for is some time to adjust my lifestyle, it doesnt happen overnight, not in a day not in a week. You may think i am not putting effort, you think that when i am with my friends i forget about you, you think when i am out clubbing without you i forget about you. Well, you're wrong.

With that being said, i am also not going to leave my friends out of my life. I know thats not what you're asking but this group of friends that I have, they are my pillar of support, the ones that make me smile, the ones that make me cry. In the past, we meet every single day without fail, and it has been going on for a few months, the bond is there, i can't simply break it. I don't want to have a gap between them and me. . it sucks.

Both of us came from different backgrounds.
You: From your lonesome life, you did everything by yourself, you have your own group of friends which i know you guys not meet very often.
Me: I always need a gd friend to be there for me. . i don't like to do things alone, i meet my friends almost everyday. .

I really do want to settle down with you, i am serious, but all i am asking for is some time for me to change this lifestyle which has been around for coming to 2 years!

Letting of every thing now is a fucking stupid thing to do which I won't unless one day you juz tell me its over, which I hope will never come.

I think the honeymoon period is over. . well, good and bad. .

Seeing the way you treat me and sms me yesterday n today really sucks, was looking back at those smses. .
Anyways i already sent you a sms to tell you how i feel, i didnt want to say too much cuz i dun wnt to quarrel, i juz need some place to pen down my thoughts so i am writing it here. . sigh. .
Will wait and see if there's any reply from you, thats all i can do/say. .rest is up to you. .



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Saturday, September 02, 2006


Sometimes i really dunno what to do man. .
Its so not fun to be stuck in between friends and boyfriend. . headache. . .

Anyways, clubbed last night as usual, caught "The Devil Wears Prada". .very very good show, highly recommended. . deserves like 1043050465045604 thumbs up! :D

Dear went to drink with Taz, sigh, he didnt msg the whole night cuz apprently he was not very happy. .so yah. . stressed sia last night. . really major stress. .

Going to the optician to get a pair of glasses and more contact lenses. . Lolz. .no more supply of them so am going to get like 6 more months of it. . sounds like i'm getting some medicine or some shit. .

Was like going through the pictures that were took @ Singtel TEPL building with my colleagues, miss them so much. . every single one of them except for like. .gary. .and sham. . *Winkz*
All the good times we had. . really miss those days alot. . memorable. .

Feel like going taboo today. . shall see how. .
Going to the salon to style my hair now for tonight. . :D