Have been clubbing alot alot alot..and i mean alot recently. Beeng going to whynot every friday and saturday and sometimes sundays..like 3 days in a row when i still gotta work.

Result: Sick. Suffering from a bad cough and slight fever. Signs of asthma is present.

I really hope that the coming class gathering will be a successful one. Am eager to see how all my classmates are doing right now.

I just took the the wrong dose of medication. I was supposed to take 1 tablet, but i took 2 tablets, dunno what is the medicine for but i doubt anything will happen to me...obviously..if not i wouldn't be typing my entry here already.

Caught up a lil with Marcel, Teddy, Sperm and Bird recently..

How can i change my sexual preference or me liking someone of my same sex. Someone tell me how. Its not that I went to like guys on purpose and start looking @ guys, its just that alot of times I kept everything inside of me and only recently did I have the guts to just admit it.

Sometimes people tell me things and i sit down and ponder to think bout my sexuality. Sounds crazy but true...me liking guys..its not what i chose! Its not a choice! Its not like I can turn str8 whenever i want to. Its just the same as a normal guy liking a girl and stuff and that they like screwing girls and all but only that in my case, I prefer guys..

Well, what the heck. I really don't know how to make my friends understand me, my friends won't know how i feel inside, they think I'm like fooling around..having a good time that sorta thing..

Its not that I like to declare myself a gay or like tell everything to everyone by writing it here. I know people read my blog entries at times but sometimes i really don't know who I can talk to, someone who would understand how I feel inside...sigh..

Most importantly as long as Teddy, Marcel & Ian understands me amongst all my friends, I will be contented. Buds, I really really truly know what am I doing or what I'm getting myself into...Its not that I didnt try to like someone of the opposite sex. The feeling for someone of the opposite sex is not there, neither is there the urge to look at them or oogle at them..I really dunno how to put it to you guys.

No matter what kind of a fucker or freak I am in your eyes or whether u guys still wanna treat me the same as before or even regard me as a friend, to me you 3 will always be my bros and pals..always.

ZzzZZzzz.............